crazy...question for all??!

Ok, so I know that with me I had horrible side effects from the mirena. Anxiety, crazy thinking and fear were the worst of them. But, I am writing this to hopefully make myself feel better! The fear part of it would make my mind think that I am dying and what will I tell my little boys and how will they live without their mommy?! It was horrible! It still comes and goes sometimes, but it's awful. Well, yesterday on the news I saw that somebody was just diagnosed with MS, and as I remember there were some blogs on here where some were talking about getting tested for MS and the symptoms they were having. Anyhow, long story, but my mind started going and I began to think maybe I have MS! It's soo crazy and it sounds like I'm going mad, but it's like I can't help it. I go in on Friday to talk with the doc about my thyroid test coming back hypo and I keep thinking what if she tells me I have MS or something worse! AHH! I never felt or thought like this before mirena! Has anyone else struggled with this and is this a normal effect that happens with that stupid device? Any comments I would greatly appreciate! Thanks for letting me rant and hopefully I'm not going totally nuts!!!