Ok.. this is what you guys don't get. I have to eat and live here and my savings are being slowly worn down.. postponing a month or two would mean even LESS money for my trip, as I don't have a job and am having to use my savings to eat. So if I don't go very very soon, eventually my savings are gonna go to food and I wont be able to go at all.
It's now or never. I'll be homeless when I come back too. Maybe it's in my path. Carpe Diem.