You have to understand how Allah works, even some of the worse situations happen for the best. I am happy how things turned out. Should I not be happy with Allah's decission. I am meant to be on my own forever. hahahahha. I love my lord and I trust him so much. I wish everyone could love God the way I do and to trust him. Look, I have come a long way and now we have to go forward. I have no regrets only one is I am too trusting. But look now I have you for a friend so life could not be better than that.