Re: Old Flame and No Closure

Good evening, I just happen to read your post and OMG I recently experienced a similiar situation. I am in my early 20s college student and I was some what "dating" this early 20s singer with high expectations and goals. He recently graduated school and i truly believe he will make it in the entertainment industry. I, too feel he was someone no matter who i'm with in the future or present that I will never forget him. I was also emotional imbalance and immature although i do not take all the blame for our separation. i do miss him alot and i actually our little dating skeme ended two months. i screwed up valentines day so badly....and now i regret it. I pray to God hoping that in a matter of 6 months we can re-connect when im emotional balance. I went through a death in my family, low self esteem and Depression and i guess it was hard for me to handle. I guess i was trying so hard to hide my feelings that i wasnt give him 100% of me and shortly after some months, he backed off and decided that we should be "friends" . i cried of course because i blame my Depression which is the reason why we are not together. He just recently released some music singles online and i feel i missed out on something good. (sigh) i am his friend even though i keep everything short and brief. I first need to get myself together before getting into a relationship. I started doing acupunture, taking chinese herbs, drawing closer to God, monthly counseling at church and its too early to tell but im starting to overcome. I had an interview for a better job position and im more starting to become more of this independent women for myself plus working on developing a skincare line. i dont know if we will end up together again but i do beleive in second chances