i don't think this is as flippant as it sounds. I take it person C
could be God--that's truly the Divine romance...the True Beloved from which all good comes. "seek first.." I don't think God likes to have to figure out dance cards... that's just my sincere thought.
What if all this prayer to God to help with deciding on persons really has God just---well, waiting? There is no lack in perfect Love. And no blame. And maybe that's what this fast is about...
just a humble thought.(no judgment--you sound like you are capable of truly great things and I wish you well! You are an inspiration in so many ways.And of course a divine child. I hope you know that.)