Re: Update on day 6

Ha ha. I know I don't have to settle for Person B. Person B just walked in my life after my bust up with Person A. It is might be odd to say this here, but Person B, was an answer to a prayer I had with God and four days later, a man with those 3 qualities that I told God about showed up. It was very shocking yet awe inspiring as well. God has told me things in the last 2 months regarding Person B, which tells me that the direction I am walking is ok with Him. But I still hesitate. It is just a bit weird to say, but he is almost everything I have always wanting in a man. I am just taking it slow, but Person B wants to get the ball rolling, like going to the zoo, walking in the park, etc. We have a date set for July 12 and I am praying like crazy about it because my heart is so torn about things.

I just don't trust myself to make a decision to allow it to go any further then it has. A part of me does and a part of me doesn't. The part that doesn't, is because I don't want to get hurt again. I am afraid to step forward.

I really need God guidance on this and to tell me a little more regarding this. My faith is very weak in this section of my life. When it involves my heart, I freeze.

I am hoping that with my fast. God can clear and break the stubbornness that I have in this area. And allow Him to work more with me and in me. To know that I must let Person A go and make a leap of faith with Person B, since I enjoy his company.