6th day, Woo Hoo 6th day!!

I am doing well and not detox symptoms yet, but I am waiting. Oh, I am waiting.

I took a lot shower this morning and it feel so good to to allow the water fall on my skin. I must be much more sensitive now. I know I tend to get colder easily now.

I still have a white coating on my tongue and my teeth taste funny to when I run my tongue across them. It is just weird, but probably normal for a fast with me.

I didn't drink much water at all yesterday, probably only about 40 oz, but when I woke up this morning, I was soooooo thristy and drank 20 oz. Sleep was good. I was a little bit tired so I sleep easily all the through the night, which is unsual for me. If I got to bed at 10 p.m I wake up after 3 to 5 hours and I am up for 1 or 2 hours and go back to bed. But last night I went to bed around 11:30 and I sleep the night and didn't wake up until around 6:30 for a couple minutes and fell back asleep until my alarm went off.

I noticed that my rings go on easier now, no puffiness and I had to stop wearing my ring on my right hand ring finger, because it just falls off. It was a little big to begin with, but I was able to wear it if I was careful. Now, I can't wear it all all. The last time I fasted, I had to be careful of my diamond, because my fingers got so small, that it was hard to keep my rings on. I don't want to go ringless. LOL
I will have put on one of the sizers to help keep it on, but they are so uncomfortable at times.

I did notice I had one blemish on my neck this morning but no others. And none on my back, which the detoxing usually occurs.

I noticed my skin feels softer and smoother and I enjoy touching it beacuse it feels nice. Probably all the water is doing my skin some good. LOL

I am not wearing my pedometer today because it is acting up. I think I need to get a new one. I am so addicted to wearing it. I really enjoy seeing how much I walk everyday. It is a challenge at times for me. I have been wearing one for years and have had dozens of different pedometers because I use them so often.

Person A called me 4 times today but I missed it. I don't know how I feel about it. I really want to go back to him, but I know it might be more heartache for me. He wants me to do so much and sacrifice so much to be with him. He wants me to move out of town, and I almost have my trailer paid off. I will be signing the lease because he can't. So much is uncertain. I would be his room mate because of his 11 year old son, yet he said our relationship will pick up again. It has been almost two months since he dumped me and I feel that I am his last chance because he moves back to Florida. When he dumped me, he told me that he was moving back to Florida. He was sorry, but he couldn't make it here. So for about a month I have been trying to let go, because I didn't have a choice. Now, I am burden with trying to find a new place to live for us.

I meet Person B, during that time of the break up and I can see myself seemingly happy with this person.

Ugh, I am so emotionally right now. It is hard. I have never push anyone away that I loved, yet I have no guarentee that Person A will love me or not leave me again, when he feels he can't take it any more and I am saddled with paying for something I don't want. I have wanted this chance for over a year and 5 months and now I am hesitating beause it just doesn't feel right. An apartment while still trying to keep my trailer as well. I am finacially stable and he is not. But shouldn't love be stronger then that? I give my all yet but from him I am lacking, hurting, yearning, and wanting. I can only give so much when I am not getting anything back.

It is breaking my heart. I feel like I want to die regarding this decision, but I have to go with God's will and I feel deep down in side it is with Person B. I am just stubborn and want what I once had. I was happy at one time. I just don't want make the wrong decision!!!!!!!

So the praying and fasting regarding A and B isn't going well. Person B is very attentive to me and he makes me laugh so much.