Hi LivingBlessed, thanks for your wishes! It's strange though, but as I lose weight I am getting mixed emotions. In the early stages this was increased anger and disgust for letting myself get this way in the first place, but now it's some frustration, plus a feeling of great anticipation, not knowing what to expect, as though I am about to start living for the first time, and importantly, loving myself, and even knowing myself. It's a bit annoying that it has taken me this long in life, but I have no intention whatsoever of wasting time sulking about that. Also annoying is it will take a few more months, probably. For many reasons I sometimes wish I could just get there immediately, but I have to wait and bear it. Compared with this time last year, the difference is unbelievable.