I, too, am sorry that you deleted your messages. It appears that you have quite a bit to contribute and I'm sorry that I missed a lot of what you had to say. However, I believe that I understand why you might be doing this... my guess is that you're not feeling terrifically supported in some of your views... yes? If that is the case... just know that you are not alone even when it might appear so and that even if no one appears to agree with you... it is still important that you allow yourself to have a 'voice'. This is not only beneficial for your own sake, but also for the sake of others who feel a similar way. Likewise... all of us are now at a very critical point when it is necessary that we speak our mind and thereby empower the shifts in consciousness that are taking place now. Indeed it can be scary thing to do but the alternative is even scarier... for you and for all of us.