Dont know what to do anymore...

I have been suffering from premature ejaculation now for about 4 years. Sometimes I can last a decent amount of time but not usually. They say its mostly a mental disease and not physical. Mentally, I am always in a relaxed state, not thinking about it too much and trying to enjoy myself. The three girls I have been with were understanding but its still disapointing to myself. I have been to the urologist a couple of times in the past. My left epidiymis has been enlarged for sometime now and I have a dull constant pain from my testicle to my mid-section. My urine stream is slow and splits at the end. I've noticed I urinate more then most guys, and even one friend comented on how long I urinate for..."thats it?" was what he said. I have had ultra sounds coming back nagative and there is no stricture although the stream splits at the end. I could go on and on about this but thats pretty much the bulk of it. Its just very frustrating because Im a goog looking guy and not small by any means. I dont have the courage to engaged in a sexual relationship because most woman want great, mind blowing sex and I cant give it to them, so whats the point. If you have any suggestions please let me know. Also I cant go back to the doctor because I wont have benefits and my job until next april.

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