Re: update

Thanks Gilda

I guess you are right to a certain extent when you say why would someone wait for someone else who they possibly cant have? It will only make matters worse to stick around and I truly understand. I guess I want my cake and eat it too. Yes, I do like him and he likes me (well I thought he did) and I guess him ignoring me is the only way to heal himself...(sigh)

sometimes i think if its my emotional distress that gets in the way of my relationships with guys. my low self esteem and Depression makes a me an emotional wreck and push guys away. Yes, in the beg. when him and I met i was already depressed by always knew how to hide it. now I guess I opened up a bit too much and he seen it coming.

I dont know.....I'm thinking about going to counceling for a while to cope my thoughts and cleanse myself internally. I cant move on or jump into another relationship without healing myself first right??

Thanks everyone.