Hah! My sister will tell me about how she was reading in a book about how to have positive thoughts or about not stressing out and how it made her THINK OF ME. And recently she said I shouldn't think about health and illness so much. But this time I felt ANGRY instead of just misunderstood. (HEY, excuse me for having to force out my mental focus to try to save my life before it is finally too late to help myself this time around.) And THEN I realized, SHE'S the one sibling who's got the home and career life together and no functional problems with her body, but SHE is living on prozac, so how come she doesn't think my problems are biochemical and that I could just think my way out of them! Hah!