So alone

I am going to be graduating from college and transform from ' a student' into someone 'unemployed.' Its so painful- I regret not being more social and making more friends while in school. I am just too shy. I feel so withdrawn and alone all the time. I don't want to feel this way- and I know now that I want to have more than just a handful of friends. I doubt anyone is up now but I just thought it would be cathartic to get that out there.