Jenchyna, hello, I also had a hard time with anti's, I was in the psychiatric unit for 2 days, I tried lexapro, imiprimine, paxil, and seroquil, all of them made me 10x worse and suicidal, the worse was imiprimine. I am now on 25mg of zoloft and 1 mg of klonopin a day, this seems to be a nice combo, I am much better, I still have bad days though and I am 18 weeks post removal. I do think that with removal in time you get better, but it takes a long time for some of us, I just could not stand the Depression and anxiety any longer. Keep me posted.