Re: did any one else feel like just giving up on life???

I CAN RELATE!!!! you have got to do whatever it takes to get it out. i almost got divorced because of mirena. my husband did not support me whatsoever with getting my mirena out!!! he went out and had an affair instead. he would roll his eyes and sigh loudly whenever i said i cannot do something. i still am not sure it won't end in divorce. i did not have insurance either. i finally got insurance and got it removed february 26th 2008. last week i got a $198.00 bill in the mail, insurance did not cover a penny. if i had the money i would pay for you to get it removed.
think of it this way, you need to get it removed for your family's benefit. i had so many suicidal nights i do not know how i lived. some dr. offices have some kind of financial scale they follow. i went to one in november 2007. she lied and said she could not find my mirena. but i only had to pay $20.00. there are a few doctors who care. i know i felt no one understood what i was going through. i felt like i hated myself and everyone else did too. i had an extreme fog, i felt so lost. i also felt like i was lost from myself. please realize this is most likely due to mirena.
i have had a quick recovery so far. life is so bright and beautiful now. i have only yelled at my kids maybe 3 times a week. i cannot believe how i can cope with life now. i am calm, cool, and collected now. i actually can feel love now. my sex drive has returned with a vengeance. it is wonderful. my pains and aches are gone. life is good. it does get better, i promise. i can actually have a coherent thought process now. i used to hate talking to people because i could not hold a conversation because i would forget what i was saying mid sentence. now i love talking to people. i am finally the mother and wife i want to be. please hold on a little longer, it does get better.
this forum literally saved my life!!!