Hi Silk2--I understand your exhaustion with health struggles and thoughts of suicide--I am very ill too as are many that are here on the cure zone and many of us get tired and just wish to die sometimes--and that's why we have to prop eachother up! Please don't give up on yourself. You deserve to be here in this world and you deserve to get healthy and be happy. Ok--so maybe urine therapy isn't the cure. Time to research and try something else now. Did you see lenika111's post below about the spleen and digestion below? That looks interesting--actually so interesting I am going to be looking at that today! Thank you lenika111!
Also--with your comments about the stuffy nose and ears and edema--I get that when I eat something I am allergic to. Sounds like you have some food allergy thing going on, which would be no surprise being that you have poor digestion--I have poor digestion too, so I take digestive enzymes with every single meal. and hcl with protein meals. I also take proteolytic enzymes 3 times a day (reduces inflammation--helps arthritis) in between meals. Taking enzymes will come to the aid of your pancreas until you figure out how to get it back in working order. I am going to try some chinese herbs from sensiblehealth.com to my liver to see if that gets going in the right direction with digestion/reduction of food allergies .