odor

Sorry to ask...whewn you talk about the odor, do you mean from gas?

I know all about the alientation.

I am yet undiagnosed, but I ran some blood tests and should get the results soon.

In my case i am soo incredibly skinny. I'm male 5'9" and 103lbs. Nothing but bones - really.

I hate going in public or meeting new people. Because i can see their eyes trying to get a glance at my skinny little arms, my wrists, my hands. And it kills me inside. At work i daily get some comment or someone teasing me about how skinny i am an that i need to gain some weight, eat more. Ya, I know. Don't you think i know. But no matter what i eat, or how much, i can't gain a just a gram.

I try to eat 2400 calories in a day, and i don't eat wheat (haven't for years suspecting an allergy to it). But it's like my body isn;'t taking in ANY nutritional value from my food. Somedays the Depression is really bad and think what's the use. My body's dying here. My spirit has died years ago, why not just do myself in.

And next day it's a bit better.

I never thought about celiac, but now I can remember as a child I would get these huge welts, like huge blisters cover large areas of my body after I would eat something that usually was a snadwich. It's like anhour after my body would react.

But i guess the reactions stopped, because then i lived most of my life eating wheat, up until college. I had a stress burnout, and that's when I started losing what little weight i had, having digestive problems, breakouts, skin problems, Depression , itching...

i don't know if i'll ever gain any weight back, but i sincerely hope so.