It's me again...

Hi again everyone. I just want to thank everyone who responded to my first post and I did get some interest and have responded to them. While I'm waiting for their replies, I would like to share some of what I'm feeling right now, if you all don't mind. I don't have anyone to talk to and well...I would like to talk to someone and since you all are here.... Does anyone else feel the way I do when it comes to work and having to go out in public around others? I'm dreading having to get up tomorrow and go to work. I'm so tired of the looks, the comments, the sneers, and snide remarks. But what I think I'm most tired of is the way it all leaves me feeling. Like I don't belong. And everyday, it's the same thing. And there's no escape...no safety net for me to fall into...nothing. Co-workers talk about me, laugh at me, get up and leave when I come around, and some go all out of their way to make my life miserable. I just put up with it. There's nothing else I can do. I have reported my condition to the HR department, but I don't think that they believe me either. So when work becomes a little too much to handle, I usually call in and get a day of relief. I do feel it unfair that my co-workers just have to tolerate me as I do them, and I am looking for something else to do for income and I hope to find it soon. Take care everyone.