Re: 10k to whoever can fix me

I've been through the suicidal thing, I even planned it for July but I prayed for help and somehow got really lifted up. I'm just as sick but seeing it in a new light, in other words how strong I can be. However crap I'm feeling something inside me refuses to bow down to it because I have an intense light in me.

I wake up in mornings feeling terrible physically but still with optimistic, happy feelings and am excited that it's a new day. It's a matter of thinking that this is simply a body I'm using for a while and it can't affect the me inside if I refuse to allow it to.

I do get the symptoms of anxiety and gloom etc but the thing to do is to recognise as soon as you can that however you feel it's blown up out of all proportion because it's symptoms. This helps to overcome it.

I'm not a Christian because most don't see things as I do, but I am a Christ follower and don't believe there's a hell apart form the one we're in sometimes on earth. The Bible says God will destroy all evil so where will hell be? I don't believe that God sees our sins, only the people he loves.

I'm saying this to make you realise that there's no judgement in God, only a great deal of love so instead of taking anyone's word about him/her, including mine, discover him/her for yourself? God's getting me through this.

I mentioned Miracle-Mineral-Supplement and I'm using it. I can feel it doing something.