10k to whoever can fix me

Im willing to give 10 grand with the possiblity of 20k if anyone out there can fix me.

Im at my deaths toll tonight ive nearly stood infront of a train to kill myself, im going proper crazy i cant handle this pain anymore. 21 and lost 5 years of my life already how much more can i lose.

Ive got glandular problems, chronic parasite/candida issues, thousands of symptoms and well no life due to losing out on everything. Ive lost my job, my fiancee, my friends my life so whats left people.

Theres no god out there if there was they would let shit like this happen. Ill happily donate this cash to any charity if i get well if not then ill donate it anyway as i wont be around much longer to enjoy it anyway:(.

Money seems to motivate these doctors so if there are any out there come get it.