Re: Abraham gives me such a buzz!
well, I decided to begin with a blue feather, so I wrote about it, envisioning it for about a minute, mostly envisioning my happiness at finding it, and clearly seeing the blue -my favourite colour. Then, the next day I had an instant vision of a bag of fathers I had forgotten about--bought more than a year ago. I went to look at them, and there in the midst of a lot of yellow feathers was one clear blue one. Lovely. I thought, good, well, this is too easy, since I already had the feathers here. So, i reasoned, I want to find another blue feather, and then just after that thought-which was sort of subtly straining,it seemed to me, I had the very light floaty thought "or a rosy one". Now, my vision of rosy was very precise, since I am a painter/visual artist and inwardly I was seeing a certain heavenly glow. Out I go, for a walk. And in the most unlikely place, at the edge of a busy sidewalk, next to some rather dirty snow banks, i see a bird siting there. no one else seems to notice, but it's the most beautiful pigeon, just roosting, next to the snow. Looks like a dove. The most lovely rosy-feathered bird, so I bend down and say "are you okay?". And the bird looks up with the most human eye, then closes it again. I say a prayer for it, and go on to a shop--and for several minutes envision it with white light surrounding it, in case it's ailing--and if it's not, just out of love. Then I walk back out, by now my rational mind questioning if the bird is sick. And, no bird. Coincidentally, the lower sky is the most amazing colour of terracotta (a 'formula' my partner and I were earlier discussing making for a healing centre) with a bar of deep violet overtop.
I have one small problem with Esther/Abraham. the speed of her/their voice wears me out. It seems manic.( and it looks as though she's dehydrated by it)