Re: Well....

My NDE is more real than the keyboard I am typing on in this letter to you. I sometimes try to restate what occurred in my NDE but it takes a huge amount of energy to translate what the soul knows into something that makes sense to the mind. I have been on this journey for many years but I know that words distort soul secret.

I am not sure if I understand what you mean when you ask me about the nature of my NDE? It was a classical NDE with a few exceptions. Most people get to see all of the bad they did in their life review. I was shown the filtered version that will make it into the final book of our life in my life review. I know I was shown a library in heaven and then another outside of the atmosphere on the way back. I guess that this is unusual? I also came to understand that there is a lesser aspect of God who rules our lives. He showed me how dark and light interact with one another in this world. This lesser aspect of God is a film maker and librarian. He contracts with each soul and spirit, records their every motive and action, and then delivers it to the higher aspect of God who is love. I call him the Librarian. This lesser aspect of God plays with our lives and his rewards are great but his punishments are brutish. At the end of the age though, this lesser aspect of God will become the God to whom most know as the loving God in our prayers when we cry out into the night desiring comfort. Their voices are different. The lesser aspect of God is more formal and his voice reminds me of a demanding librarian while the higher aspect of God is a voice neither male or female that reminds me of the best mother and the best father ever. What would the best father do if you were____? What would the best mother do_____? If your answer is to throw you in a pit in hell for any fill in the blank answer then this aspect of God is a lower aspect of God, I came to understand that each soul is in fact an even more dimunitive version of both the higher and lower aspects of God. I think that most who live their lives with empathy and compassion hear this higher aspect of God. I call this higher aspect of God "Yah" but love or loving Kindness are better approximations for the light in heaven. Okay, so I am rambling now...

I will try to answer more of your questions later. Below is a link to my NDE in five parts and a link to my meeting with the Librarian or keeper of the Karmic Records.


//www.curezone.org/forums/fm.asp?i=562786#i


//www.curezone.org/forums/fm.asp?i=563403#i


I hope this answers but I will try to answer more later.
-rudi Tweet