Re: Don't fear the Reaper- Suicide

I know that most of those who have been in a body and have a conscious struggle with the concept that bad people get into heaven... but it is because we think there is an actual definition that makes other people bad but although we know we are not perfect... we still believe that we are the ones that will be forgiven while others are the ones to whom God will send away to the pits of hell. In my NDE, I cam to realize that no one is going to make it out of this life and take their whole life and call it "all good." Through the process of dying our absence of love is scrubbed off of us like through a kind of spiritual separation in centrifugal force field or vortex that pulls away the dark spirits(witnesses) away from our orb of light(soul) and these witnesses are pulled away from us.

In those very few NDE's that describe something other than light, I believe these souls have a special reason to see these spirits that clung to them. But... our lives are not one mistaken act in a lifetime of other actions. It is true that suicide goes to hell or the spirit(s) that clung to the soul but God is not going to leave a soul there. If we have created a hell for ourselves in this world then there may be many spirits clinging to our soul but who doesn't?

I know I act with unlove at times and when my soul is scrubbed of that unlove then what remains it the light I gave and the light I received. It doesn't let anyone off of the hook for the suicide they commit. I don't want to leave a bunch of dark spirits hanging around affecting those I love after I die. Do you want a legacy of loving light filled spirits or dark ones? This is the real justice that each of us gets from God. If we only spread a smidgen of light in the world then we are only a smidgen of who and what God is when and where time ends. That is all... No darkness at all makes it through the light vortex and all darkness will never be seen by God who is love... and not just in the soul whose body and mind self destructed but for the self destructive mind and body of my soul as well.

If those very few who see these self destructive dark spirits in their NDE's return and start creating light and love then perhaps this is the dose of what their higher self used to curb their lower self's mind and body? It is spiritual tinkering. The God who is love casts out fear. I know when my days are through, I will have no fear at all. There is no sting in death. We(All) of us who have a soul travel from life to life.
-rudi Tweet