Re: Losing motivation to continue to pull ...

Daermo, I know exactly how you feel. I think I have tried everything. I have heard some people say clean up your lifestyle on these forums. I personally do not know anyone who has a healthier lifestyle than myself or my family, complete with organic garden in the back, spirtual practices etc.

For me I know exactly what the root of my illnesses are. emotional pain and turmoil, believe me it is a tough one to fix. How to cure hurt on the inside, aching in your heart? Negative thoughts and emotions damage your aura once this is damaged you become ill then it becomes a perpetuating cycle. All the remedies are just patches for me the only " cure" is happiness, no extreme stresses. It is the fastest way to good health. How to get there? That is the tough part. I am monitering my thoughts , practicing the art of being greatful, sending love ( sincerely) to those who have wronged me. Appreciating the beauty in my life!!

I have also started back on self hypnosis and listening to my relaxation cd from hemisync. I feel the happiness creeping up on me I can actually feel more love for life! I will send you some.

most of all Daermo you can give up on O/P but don't give up on yourself!!

Alex