mourning my fat loss

I know this will sound silly because it is what I have wanted for so long....but now that the fat is melting away, I feel sad, like I miss it, like being cute and lovable is so much easier than being pretty and hateable....I feel like it was my protection and now I am vulnerable.......Now that I can fit into pretty clothes again, I just want to wear big bulky baggy things instead.....what the heck is wrong with me!?!