I agree with you ketchup! I have been fighting so long, very strict with diet, supplements, alternative therapies, allopathic medicine, mercury removal, etc. (I cringe to think of the money!!) But nothing will change the fact that I had 9 mercury fillings over the course of my life, developed type 1 diabetes at 15, hypothyroid soon after and now deal with adrenal fatigue. Despite the many factors I CAN control, there are MANY I cannot. Who knows, this may just be my lot in life. Maybe my struggle will lead someone else around me to healing. I've questioned, cursed, prayed, willed, and finally just accepted. You better believe I have a question or two when I "go up yonder" though:). Oh yeah! There better be a feast of every food I've ever turned down, seen a recipe for and watched (while drooling) others consume with abandon. Oh me, I feel better.