Re: negative thoughts..humbling?

whats the difference between a dominant thought and thoughts that comes about only during times of emotional states?

say,i used to get into these really horrible states where I used to hate my parents,curse them,say all these horrible things and visualize bad things as well..
though when the times pass,so do the feelings and thoughts though they have altered my feelings about them when they are around I still love them.

the feelings are very intense and sometimes it does feel good to indulge in the thoughts eventhough I know it is wrong.I don't feel this way anymore nor do I get those moods but sometimes it still happens.

Not really a dominant thought but the feelings are REAL intense when it does arise..
don't want to hate them or hurt them.
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Though after so much of those thoughts/feelings,it made me realize all that they have done for me and how much they really do love me and I for them.As a matter of fact,I have never felt such intense guilt as I ever have when I have had those feelings for them..the first time I have ever felt really hurt or guilty,it was like a real kick in the pants and made me really open my eyes and see for once.


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