Re: This, I Cherish

Good post, ajgasper.
More on my experience. Doc speaks of "'they' who have a whole different agenda for our lives than we do" I thwarted "them" from coming back from the edge of the grave when I became toxic on a habit forming drug. I found my answers that led to my life being given back to me. My original problem was not knowing another way at the time and becoming a "victim of the conventional system". Then answers were given to me because I took the Abe Lincoln approach based on the 12 Steps of AA. These steps may or may not have a religious/spiritual implicaton according to the interpreter.
I didn't come to CZ just by chance. Even now I can't remember how I got here. I was way too ill to be thinking clearly.
I believe I would not be sitting in front of my computer talking to you people out there if it had not been for CZ. I also believe I have a whole body infestation of the bugs and have had for quite a few years. My protocol for eliminating these to the best of my ability will be based on a personal program.
If one undertakes a process to improve themselves, and during that process, rapidly advances a condition, one has to weigh the options"
All I can say is that I now feel better than I did when I came here. Getting back one's health requires dedication and diligence. I don't believe I made a mistake. I believe I was led here by a Power Higher than myself. My belief is that my Higher Power already has my life mapped out. Whether I live or die, it is up to me to trust and work for better health and also do my best to help others in the process for as long as life is granted to me.
I feel this is an important addendum to these wonderfully enlightening posts that people have made to this thread. Thank you.