I do love him, that's what people don't understand. Lol, but I guess the title is misleading. lol, well here's the deal I'm a known for when it gets to serious I bounce. Have done it every time doesn't matter how much I care I've done it. This guy I haven't done it to. This is hard for me. We just hit our six months today, making this the second longest relationship for me. The first boyfriend I've had during the holidays and the first boyfriend I haven't cheated on. And still haven't and won't. So for those reasons alone I know I love him. My mind is telling me to run buy my heart won't let me. He's not a so so man. He's a great man who's dealt with all of my ups and downs. And I'm now willing to lose that. I love him. And that I can say with all honesty.