Re: Feel like Im going mad, anybody experience these symptoms. PLEASE i need support

You're going through a lot here. I hope you find a way to get better. I have a few questions for you:
Do you live in a city?
Are you near any antennae towers?
Do you or your family research/sign up for/ or participate in any activist, political, or built any energy-devices?

If it were me, I'd consider moving to a sparsely populated area, even if you have to travel 20 minutes to work. Filtering water well, & eating healthy always. Never drink alcohol. There's no good, or use or benefit from alcohol. The risks are too great, just cut it out. Replace it w/ meditation & prayer. Consider getting a good zapping. It's tough to find a healer one can truly trust, but worth it.