Re: To Johnny

>I did have some moments of increased mental clarity yesterday

that is good

> getting deep feelings of loss

thats not such a bad thing - hopefully the only thing you are losing is the metals.

> I've been feeling very very spacey and confused since I got up, can't really think straight which is quite scary

No thats not nice at all.

> I'm feeling quite anxious about the whole thing actually...but I know that can be an effect of chelation anyway....but it's making me feel I'm doing the wrong thing!

Its ok to feel anxious. Just remember that *you* are in control. And during chelation don't think about whether you are doing the right thing - leave your thinking for between rounds when you are clear-headed (I know thats easier said than done).

> I'm keep checking the clock timer to see if it's set at the right time as I'm terrified to miss a dose! Feel like I'm developing OCD lol!

This is what I found as well! The trick is to have an alarm clock with at least 2 alarms (as you do), and wake-up/take doses at exactly the same time. That way it becomes automatic and there is no thinking involved. 3 o'clock in the morning
is not the best time to be thinking!

Keep us updated.

JV.