OMG, i felt the same way. i was not myself at all. i got so depressed and was tired of being angry all the time too, my husband didn't understand and the way he would react would make the way i felt worse. i really had thoughts of suicide, it was really hard for me, b/c i'm just not like that. i love my kids so much and the thought of them waking up w/o me and having to go on through life w/o me, i just couldn't do it. i had to try to keep some sanity to not do it. and i can tell you this, i am so relieved and not depressed or angry at all since i had it taken out. it took some time, but i feel great. no more dizziness, nausiness, bloatingness or anything else either. it's crazy how something that's suppose to help you cause so many problems. i hope that they educate women more about what can happen or even better, get rid of it. i know that there are some people who are fine with it, but there are too many people at the same time who arent. something needs to be done.