I do believe in a loving consciousness that we can hardly grasp its true nature from our limited human body/eyes.
I also _believe_ that we don't really know what are we talking about when we talk about the concept behind the word 'God'.
I mean... we can grasp the truth... but I'm not sure if we can see everything yet. We are far away from a Crystal C. spiritual vision. Maybe it is part of the Game.
It's like that old joke:
"What's the meaning of Life, the Universe and Everything?..."
Answer: "42"
I think that part of the process -to know God/Yah/Light- is to make the right question, if we expect to have a good answer.
Nevertheless... there are moments, precious moments, when everything seems so clear... glimpses of the Light.