Re: NDE and Charlie Brown
Hi,
In one spiritual experience, I was in complete awareness, and filled/blended/mixed with Light. Love.
The sense of Oneness and awareness can't be explained with words.
I remember that when I tried to use little thing called 'words' to explain where (how?) I was during the experience, the words that came out from my mouth were something like "All was there...Everything was there". I just couldn't explain.
Yes, there was no need because All was there. 100% Love/Light. Unconditional love.
There, You feel so loved, alive, conscious... everything you dream to feel you already have it there, because you're so loved by this conscious Light. There was a sense of Joy with the beings that I could glimpse. Total conscious calm, peace.
We are One.-
I can tell you this: 'Here', on this realm/earth, on this 'persistent illusion'. I would love to see the Light, spiritual Guides (Angels), and -above everything else-. I always wanted to feel unconditional Love that comes from the Light/God.
I wanted to feel the Love 'real'. Just like this PC keyboard feels real. I wanted to see/feel the Love.
Just like it is described on many NDEs accounts: Love is spiritual. But it looks like something so real, that it is like a 'physical' thing.
Hm, I hope my words (and poor English) are clear enough.
Anyway... During that timeless experience, I could have a quick 'look' into the other 'realm', without our senses distortion glasses.
I wanted to feel and 'see' the other realm and I did.
But... Do you want to know the 'funny' fact?
When I was in that Perfect Love State, during my spiritual experience, I knew that if I looked too much, if I 'open the window even more' (which means too feel even more) then I knew that I will not have the desire to go back at all.
In that pure state, I was aware that while I was enjoying the Love... the 'right' thing to do was to live here before. To live and enjoy this life with all my energy.
I knew that if I looked further, then I will be missing 'Home' so much -on the 'earth' realm- that I will be not really living 'here', with my feets on the earth.
And that wasn't good for me: I have things to do.
There was no force pulling me back, it was 'myself', my decision! And it is funny, because I stil want to see the Light again, but then when I've saw the Light, I wanted to come back to this realm! :D
I'm so happy to know that every single person is SO loved by the Light. At the 'end' they will feel at Home again, at last!
We are part of that Light too!. After such experience or glimpse into the Light, I know that this world is like...hmm a 'fallen' state.
Call it hell, call it whatever you want. Desolation.
BUT, it is my strong believe, that I'm here, far away from my true Home to DO things. Heaven is already here, but we don't look. We hide.
I feel it is my job to make this world better. What should I do? Just Love. Intention is everything.
I need to Love, Enjoy, stay happy and make others happy...
Try to make the Light I've saw 'useful' here.
Finally, Who knows...? We all have free-will.
And maybe one day we will let the Light shine here, on the earth. Without filters.
And this will be a paradise, where all the people loves everyone. No matter what... It is possible.
We are a loved bright soul in a flesh body.
A soul that moves a body, and make positive changes on this world. Just by trying to unconditionally love more and more each day.
Inan