Thanks for your kind words.

Yes, the world feels different... maybe people's heart is opening? They will find only love, that's for sure.

You've used the word sparks.
It is a funny coincidence, because the experience is closely related:

It was a peaceful day. I was calm, thinking about the sparks that I use to see. They are spiritual sparks, so white, sometimes with a little bit golden on the borders.
When I see those sparks, I know that my guides are near. Always in motion, always close.

So, I was speaking with someone on the kitchen when I've saw a very brilliant friendly spark. More shiny than usual, but still a spark.
How I wish everyone could feel and 'see' with the spiritual eyes those sparks! Sometimes I feel that they need to look, and they'll see. But I don't know how that 'works'.

It is something frecuent for me to see the sparks, so I didn't speak about it to this other person. After a while, I silently went to a room to do some normal things, always feeling relaxed and in peace.

I've thought "I should sit and try to relax even more".
And I did, I was on a comfortable chair, in silence, close to a window, my eyes were looking to the floor, to the library, the computer... but my mind was focused on the shiny white-golden spark that I've saw in the kitchen.

I've started to relax even more, and I've tried to remember the spark I've so. Just to trying to remember almost effortless.
I've tried to 'zoom in' the memory, to see it better.
I was trying to remember in slow motion that spark, and trying to zoom, but without feeling any kind of rush... just focused on that particular event...

Suddenly, I started to see something (I was not remembering anything, this was 'new') There was a 'window' in front of me... not physical... But I could see and (even more important) feel a place where 'everything was there', everything, everyone were SO connected, many beings were there, I could not see their faces clearly, but I've felt I was home, and they felt as if they were my best friends. And I felt the Light surrounding everything alive.

I don't really know if they were relative deceased or something like that, maybe they were my guides, I don't really know... and I don't really care at this moment.
Because I know they were in pure Joy, we know each other so deep, and we were in that Light.... Aww. I'd love to be able to explain what this Light feels like... Love, Vibration, Energy, Awareness to the power of 100000000. It is like if you start to remember that you're part of a great family, group, cluster (love that word)... in a spiritual sense. In the 'true' sense.

As I'm typing this I start to re-live that Light and it feels so wonderful. We live in a world of confusion, people is confused. Sometimes I'm confused too... I need to think about the Light pretty often!

I need bread to eat, and Light to live.

Back on topic... :)

I could see both realms at the same time... but the Light, the feeling that came from that 'window' were opening more and more and more. Maybe the right expression is: 'I' was opening more and more to the heaven's realm.

Then I've decided that I should go back.
Suddenly, I was on 'earth' again.

--Notes:

Space:
The notion of space and separation doesn't exist there. :) I could see other beings, but I can't tell where was the division and distance between me and 'them'. They smile, I could feel it and smile too. Oneness, is all I can say.

It was extreme joy and happiness, without physical euphoria.
It was perfect peace and calm, without feel asleep. On the contrary, everything was so neat, so clear.


It was all the good spiritual things we love on this realm, but without body limitations. At least to a certain degree... because if I opened the window more... I just knew that I will not want to come back to this realm.

Then I was aware... I should go 'back' to earth. And I did.

More Clarifications:

'Go Back to earth'... I've never leave this place, I've just changed my state into the heaven state while I was 'here' at the same time. It was as if I was looking two things at the same time. One with physical eyes, and one with spiritual eyes.

Distance:
If I could draw what I've saw, you'll notice that there was beings that were standing a few feets away from me... but in that 'state', distance doesn't exist. It has no meaning at all. You are everything, everything was there, and you are part of it. All of it.

Small note:
The other night I was watching a documentary about Michelangelo. Just for curious... and I've saw a painting:
http://es.wikipedia.org/wiki/Imagen:Creation_of_Adam.jpg

I was amazed... because it is an approximation of the window I've saw.

I'm not saying that the painting is magical, or anything. For me it is just a painting that made me remember my last spiritual experience.

So, while I can't give you advices about how to see this Light, for all of you who didn't saw it, know this: She knows how to reach you...

Just pray, Desire it, Focus, Relax, Be spiritual, follow your intuition, look inside yourself, meditate and rest assure that you're loved NO MATTER WHAT :)
And Ask... the answer will superseed any expectation you might have.

Btw, Rudenski... thanks for sharing your experinces! I know you call the light 'Yah'. I had an spiritual 'Kodak moment' yesterday, on other thread... See this:

http://curezone.com/forums/fm.asp?i=1027442#i

From now on, I feel that 'Yah' a good name for God is. I felt blessed because of this. I believe that is -at least one- Light's name. :) Thank you!

Blessings,
Inan