Bless your heart Lovey, it sounds like you have come a long way. I believe you do have the determination it takes to see this through and get well. However, something Tony said keeps nagging at me. Colloidal Silver. I really think this would help you. Now you do need to take this with probotics. Chris also seemed to have a good suggestion. I know he has come a long way.
Although I can't be of much help in this instance, I am here for you and you are in my prayers.