I think I am getting it now...a little closer to the truth...forgive me when you see me fighting with me... with my lesser higher self...in the dark night of the soul... My wyrm it wrestled with angels again...late into the night...I woke up at dawn.... and still...the rain is coming down...dark clouds are hanging low...with the dawn there is no light...but morning came anyway...and with her a little understanding...this is what I am coming to...We are all collectively somehow...this lesser God... A little part of you...a little part of me...we all conspired to hide from the light...but love let me know...shhh....that it's alright...She reminded me ...we all took with us a loaf of bread... Our little light of love...We...our collective we and lesser higher selves...we leave bread crumbs back to love... I think if I am a little sad...it is only because...we fell in the first place...but forgiveness is the key... I know I may even seem a little mad... the brutality in you...cruelty in me... but I must forgive you...and I must forgive me...and I hope you forgive as well...that lesser God in you and I... In this way I can learn to love...and let my little light shine above...so one day the loving part of the little God in all of us...we will finally learn...no longer burn for what dies...the little bit of love in all f us..we can come out of our little shells... the deserts can give up their dead...and all of those sailors lost at sea...and all of us...the collective we...will dry our little butterfly wings...spread and stretch them out... and fly... all of us who fell and become a part...of the larger light of love we all denied...