I am just wondering about this whole meditation thing... Is it a one way conversation> I mean....is it just to get a download? I know there is a higher me that downloads information to me every day...I usually receive it in the early morning...but when I am chatting with the source of love...I am not getting a download per-set...but rather..it is a conversation... I ask the questions and get answers....and in a sense... I am doing the educating... I know it would seem that God knows everything...and I guess on some level that is true...but the God who is love doesn't know my pain...by living in a
"pain body" L... I have to willfully accept a pain that love can not even see...but still I cling to life.... There is some dynamic to a will to live that supersedes my connection with divine love... I just know that some of this is bad acting and the rest is my higher self...love...amd my physical self...deciding how it will all work out.. I don't know what I am saying really...this is the nebulous area... perhaps you as a meditation type of person can illuminate me further?