Hello,

Yesterday was a challenging day for me. I found myself going through fits of anger & frustration. In fact it's difficult interacting with people in general. My tolerance level seems to be lower than usual for all the games people play with themselves. I have noticed I am less willing to put up with the denial of other's ignorance.

After having this kind of day where nothing seemed to go right including an important presentation I had to do all I wanted to do was EAT. Of course I wasn't really hungry I just wanted that comforting sensation. The use of food for nurturing runs deep in my being....a tough one to break.

Of course I believe in the Master-Cleanse and all that it does or I wouldn't be doing it. At the same time I have moments of feeling like am I crazy or is it everyone else?

There is that saying: Ignorance is Bliss. Sometimes I wish I could just eat whatever I wanted without knowing what it could potentially be doing to my body. Take MSG, now , it's in almost everything... listed as "Natural Flavors or Spices" Or what about the use of Microwaves everyone seems to think it's okay yet in Soviet Union they are banned! And upon further research here on this website I learned they were created by the Nazis for Mind control. Sounds crazy but think about it why does food taste so bland when cooked in a Microwave?

How can we live in a world where just to be healthy we have to be radically against the grain of society? Sometimes I just want to turn away from the knowledge & eat ice cream, pizza & not read my labels. I know there is a balancing point but right now not having eaten in 2 weeks my pendulum is swinging to the outer reaches.

Of course all this comes down to when to break fast? I've read here that after 15 Days we start to detox cellularly. After coming this far I might as well keep going but I sure could use some encouragement as to what & why going the distance matters.

thanks for listening...!!!