Sounds like you are killing off too many cells in your body to me. What are you trying to cleanse?? I would think after a year of trying breathism you would be cleansed pretty good by now.

I would suggest, and I am no expert, that you keep juicing but add back veggies and keep up with your fruit. Stop the colonics and everything else, in my opinion. You have to rebuild your body and get some strength back.

What good is your mind and spirit if you can't mobilize your body??

You say it is scary. Maybe you need to listen to your gut instinct, "spirit".

The concept of being a breatharian is very intersting and something to look into. I don't think there are enough people that have been successful to really give you sound input, i don't know though. I hope someone responds here for you.

Last thought, please re-evaluate your protocal. We all make changes and it sounds like you are ready for one. Good luck.

Sounds to me like you are trying to force your body clean and force your whole being into becoming a "breatharian" without first going there in spirit and thought.

Listen to what you are saying;

"If I wasn't aware of cleansing, I would think I was DYING."

You may very well be cleansing, however at a pace that may be far too fast for your present state of mind and physical health... slow it down. It takes years for some to get to the point of being able to handle a fast for any length of time.

I agree with many of the other response posts.

grz

"This is what is happening.... my face broke out with a RASH - hundreds of tiny bumps (not acne) all over my face and neck. Never seen anything like it. Tonight I was washing my face and my skin started peeling off.... just old dead skin falling off in my fingers. The bumps are still there and more red now.... it looks like I have sort of skin disease but it just happened all of a sudden and I have never had anything before'"."-----------------------------------


Do you need anymore signs before eating?
I think that cleansing is good thing to do once in awhile, but like all things is to be done in moderation!
Too much of a good thing becomes it's own reverse, it thereby becomes not a good thing.
You could very well be in fact dying, fruits, nuts, berries, avocados, beans, squash, all these were put here for us, your body is telling you to eat!

Okay....

I think you are clean enough.

Time to start rebuilding.

EAT SOMETHING.

Molly

There is a fine line between building and destroying.From your own words I get the impresion you are deep into the realm of catabolic breakdown!Life and death,blessing and curseing are choices we all must make.Seek profesional assitance to your situation.May you be blessed with health and vitality.

Hi 37, Merry Christmas. I did 3, 40 day juice fasts, here is what happened.
1. During fast #1 I went thru 10 or 15, maybe more, boxes of kleenex, the clear mucus discharge was in my head, throat, lungs and sinus, it was unreal. Note, important point: The mucus discharge does stop. Mine ended before my first 40 day juice fast was over.
2. Second fast saw wierd stuff come out the skin.
3. 3rd fast was same, more weird stuff coming out the skin.
4. After 3rd, 40 day juice fast, I said ENOUGH and went back to small reasonable meals of good food. My skin stopped discharging. And all is okay.
5. I tried breatharian living for a short time and just got sick, weak and tired and MOST ALARMING was my kidneys were not as good as they were before my breatharian/40 day juice fasting experiments.
6.I then took some herbs, foods and teas to specifically help my kidneys and I decided our kidneys are NOT meant to detox so much, so rapidly, and we all need to do detox cleansing VERY SLOWLY, gradually, say over a few years period of gradual diet adjustment and change.
7. I thank God I realized starvation fasting or juice food only, does not make the person healthy, pure, cleansed, happy or whole. Food, outside of gluttony, has NOTHING to do with the state of your health, heart, spirit and soul.
8. I would tell you to build back up again to small balanced meals. You have just put your kidneys thru a lot of detox. So take it easy, enjoy life and make a sensible balanced, self styled diet plan for yourself. Go have an avacado taco or a guacamole salad or sample a small bit of everything if you have a holiday dinner. I bless food and say a prayer before I eat and this way most all food agrees with me now.
9. I am a Christian and following Christ saved me from emactiation diets that were hurting, emaciating me and misleading me away from God and Jesus Christ. Christ said, in certain cases fasting and prayer heal the sick. What Christ meant by fasting was holding STEAD FAST in thought to God All good, and this 'spiritual fasting of thought', focusing on God, not food, is what can heal the sick and purify the soul, mind and then once the soul and mind are healed the body follows the state of the soul and mind.
10. "IF" you are meant to be breatharian, and not many are enedites, (I am not at this time), God will show you this and you will not be afraid, you will just Know what and what not to eat. If you feel weak you need to rebuild yourself. My best suggestion is MODERATION and to resume a light diet of your favorite foods. And if your inclined check out this spiritual healing website:
http://www.spirituality.com
or check out any mainstream religious site that teaches: it is not what a man puts into his mouth that matters but the goodness, purity and quality of his, her thoughts, beliefs, focus, actions, motives, heart, mind and soul that determines the health of a human.
Best Wishes
J.

True health is achieved by a carefully balanced process of cleansing and rebuilding. The body cannot be maintained through starvation. Humans were created to get their energy and building materials for life through eating. Breatharianism is not normal. Nowhere in the plant or animal kingdom do organisms thrive through starvation. There are a few isolated strains of bacteria that seem to absorb energy from the sun alone and be able to reproduce and thrive. Also there are a few mosses that can live on sunlight, air and water. However these are not the intricate, advanced multicellular lifeforms that do anything more than exist. If humans were truly meant to be breatharians then why do we have such a complecated digestive system? If all that was needed to expell cellular and metabolic waste, then a simple tube from mouth to anus would suffice, in fact the mouth would not be needed. Teeth would be unnecessary. The stomach with its powerful acids and all the enzymes produced throughout the digestive system would not exist. The long small intestine, lined with the little bumps called villi that increases the surface area tenfold to allow for maximum absorption of nutrients would be wasted space. Humans were created to eat. Anyone who tries to tell you a different story is ignorant of basic human physiology. Breatharianism might be an interesting option and goal, but it is unrealistic to the point of being impossible, more so in this day and age than ever. Even the great fasters were not breatharians, they just incorporated lengthy fasts into their lifestyle, but they still ate. Although there is some anecdotal evidence, there is no absolute proof that any true breatharians exist today or have ever existed in recorded history. Even tales of certain gurus in India are highly suspect.

Since you obviously want support and attention and not advice on healing, I don't know if I should continue or not. But, if you do decide you want to be truly healthy and not slowly starve to death, here are some tips. First of all, you need to get some healthy flora in your gut. Stop all the enemas at once. Combined with not eating, overuse of enemas and the Humaworm cleanse, you have probably loss all the essential bacteria in your colon. This bacteria is in a symbiotic relationship with your body, it needs you and you need it. You have starved and flushed out this vital element to health. You need to start taking probiotics at once to start rebuilding the population of friendly bacteria. Right now you are open to a variety of bacterial and yeast infections that could be deadly. Both the colon and the skin need the blanket of healthy, essential bacteria to help keep out more harmful germs.

Do not go back to eating immediately. Start with diluted fresh fruit juices and build up to moist fruits. You will be like an infant in regards to eating and nutrition and must slowly build up to normal eating. When you think you can digest them, you need some leafy green veggies to restore your mineral balance; and plenty of fresh fruit for vitamins and quick energy.

Your health is in your hands. If you choose physical death, then you are well on the road. If you choose a healthy vibrant life, then you must start rebuilding your body.

By the way, fear is not my God. My God is the Creator of all things, and the Provider of what we need to live and be healthy, and the One who gave us the knowledge and discernment to do what is right and to recognize the truth amid a battleground of lies and false teachers.