I flew to "Spirit School" 
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Hi everyone..not sure if this is a dream it seemed realer than reality!!! Anyway I was eventually taken to attend "Spirit School". It is multiple degrees of ordination more unbelievable than a previous string of similar dreams I have had over the past 12 years or so. In the past I have had normal dreams where I am in some type of boarding school or college where I intend to do well but am always faced with some sort of conflict and have to leave. One morning last week I woke up. I cut on the tv in the living room and lay on the sofa. I must have drifted off to sleep but was not sure because I could hear the tv program and other noises from my surroundings, neighbors in the hallway of my apartment etc... Next thing I know someone is pounding on my front door. I nearly leapt out of my skin and jumped over the sofa to look thru the peephole. I remember my heart racing and a lump forming in my throat because of the shock. When I looked thru the peephole I saw four african american women and three caucasian men standing there. I was afraid and decided not to answer. I then noticed that my foot was sticking out halfway thru the door into the hallway and they knew I was home. They called my name and told me they were my "managers" and were taking me to spirit school. At that point I first realized I was dreaming. I found myself in my friend’s bedroom. I saw her sitting up in bed. She was dressed in 19th century bedclothes but I recognized her flowing red hair and she was crying. I tried to move towards her bed but had trouble navigating and controlling my movements. I was not used to the gliding and went right through her bed. I finally maneuvered up to her but she could not see me. I called out her name again and from her body, a second translucent body like my own dream body came out of her and addressed me. She placed my hands on her side and abdomen and said that she had a fever and something pertaining to her glands and also that she was losing sight in her right eye. I attempted to hug her but I had trouble controlling myself as I was gliding and went right thru her bed. I finally maneuvered up to her but she could not see me. I called out her name again and a second semi transparent body like my own dream body came out of her and adressed me. She said that she had a fever and was losing sight in her right eye. I tried to hug her but was sucked backwards quickly and ended back up with the "managers" who flew me up a mountain to spirit school. I got the feeling i had attended there before but had to leave or was expelled. They took me up to higher levels of the mountain while I passed some people who could read my mind and some who were mute. We neared a place called ascension mount where they showed me a large screen where events played very rapidly. They were very important lessons and secret teachings which flowed into me with ease. But when I tried to focus the visions became blurry and i started moving backwards away from the mountain school and things got blurry. When I just let the info download unconsciously vision got clearer. I asked the managers if they would this time let me remember this stuff so i could use it in my waking life and they said no it was not for my carnal mind. I told them that they always do this to me they give me all theses secrets but i cant remember when I wake up. They again said that this was for my "spirtual eyes" but would let me pick out 3 things to remember. When I woke up I did remember 3 specific details from these secret teachings
A strange thing is that I was very familiar with these people and this school moreso than people and places in my normal waking life.
I know this is a lot to read thru but it was intense in degrees that i cannot put into words. Anyone any thoughts or comments?
Thanks
A.
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- Re: I flew to "Spirit School" Lapis
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MoreThis is a reply to # 601,929That's one of the coolest dreams that anyone has ever shared with me. Thanks.
Of course I am left with the burning desire to hear what 3 tidbits of spiritual knowledge you were able to take with you. Pretty please with astrally projected cherries on top?- Re: I flew to "Spirit School" ayehasherayeh
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This is a reply to # 601,931of the multitude of info presented. I was showed and allowed to recall 3 things. The first was I was shown how all my private thoughts actually formulate into "invisible to the naked eye" entities which hang around and influence myself as well as the subject of those thoughts. This has made me aware of even thinking bad thoughts. The second was how television and electronic media use a form of witchcraft to manipulate the masses, and keep them unaware of this. The third was that they showed me in my own home that there are two entities that I completely seemed to recognize that stand in my hallway never moving yet they are my "watchers who watch over me while I sleep. These "watchers" however broadcast a signal of some sort to prevent me from seeing or realizing their presence. I'm just happy to remember 3 pieces of info out of the millions they put into me. Seems like a breakthrough!
- Re: I flew to "Spirit School" ayehasherayeh
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- Re: I flew to "Spirit School" elly
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This is a reply to # 601,929Wow, that certainly was an amazing dream.
It almost sounds like an astral projection into another lifetime.
It reminds me of an exercise i read years ago about visualizing yourself in a pyramid and you had to figure out some answers to questions about 3 pictures that hung on the walls and you would learn the answers about your own life by concentrating and meditating and allowing the answers to come without forcing them.
I only tried it once, but i am afraid i don,t remember any of the answers presented to my waking mind.
I hope you keep dreaming in this format and maybe some night in a very deep sleep the entire answer will be presented to you.
There has to be a way to get your dreams to reveal more information.- Re: I flew to "Spirit School" ayehasherayeh
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This is a reply to # 601,932Yes i believe there is a way to utilize this info. But i now feel that dreams are very important for us and use a symbolic language that we somehow use spiritually but may not know in our waking life when and where. Like when we overcome or survive something we never could have years ago possibly because of these symbolic answers or help we are given in previous dreams. Now the part about my friend and her vision problem has me thinking because I do have a diagnosed eye disease and my right eye is losing vision more rapidly. I also got the feel that I was accepted back into this "Spirit School after a long absence as I had memories of past experiences and recognized others once I got there. It was the first time I was allowed to bring back such a memory
- Re: I flew to "Spirit School" ayehasherayeh
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- Re: I flew to "Spirit School" Tracey
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This is a reply to # 601,929Anthony!!
Amazing dream! Wow (to the tenth degree!).
Keep doing what you're doing because you're on the right path...I feel that a part of you is DEFINITELY in that school...and you're soaking up knowledge all the time.
I loved reading about your dream - if you have any more like this please let us know!
I, too, have been to a school on another plane - I was being shown around by a Guide and as we were walking around he was 'testing' me with questions that exercised my mind/intuition. It felt more of an exercise than a test, really. And, yes, my experience felt realer than real too - I even felt a little self-conscious. I LOVED the school and did not want to leave - I said I wanted to stay there forever, but when I said that out loud the ramifications startled me. I thought: oooh, then I'd have to die as Tracey back there! So, I took it all back. But, both the men that I met there knew 'everything' about me and we had telepathic communications too.
I love it. I'm sure a part of me is there now - learning learning learning!
Hope to hear from you again!
Tracey- Re: I flew to "Spirit School" ayehasherayeh
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This is a reply to # 601,937
Tracey, Yes this was a unique dream, I have read about astral travel or obes but didn't quite believe because i could not experience even with practice. Now this is making me wonder.
I have for years heard voices in dreams where I see no visions. I know the info they tell me is special but I have never been able to recall after waking except I heard voices I always said it could just be mind clutter but why the feeling that it is so special that accompanies it? I recall everything else as far as visionwise but the spoken words I cant.
As a side note I told my friend that I called out to in the dream about it and she begged me to take her to this school if I dream again. I have gone to sleep thinking about this and called her name in several normal dreams. She told me today that she heard my voice calling her. She used to experiment with astral travel and had bad experiences so she asked God to keep her astral body within herself.
Thats neat that you have had similar experience do you go to this school regularly or was it a one time experience?
I'm curious i got the impression I had attended before because I was so familiar. I was just given the ability to recall in waking life.
I have had one experience where I woke up 3-4 times one morning to use bathroom answer phone etc. each time I closed my eyes after returning to bed i immediately grew numb followed by itching and heat in my arms and legs. I then hear the rushing sound and black out as I speed thru a tunnel. I know that they were similar dreams to the first but unfortunately have not recalled as much but I wake up and my arms or legs are up in the air in weird positions which is definitely not normal for me.
I'm interested in hearing more about what you think about our school experiences? maybe we attend the same school
A- Re: I flew to "Spirit School" Tracey
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This is a reply to # 601,939Anthony,
I get the feeling that this 'dream' of yours was more Astral Travel (or even Dimensional travel...?) than OBE.
That is cool - your experience with calling your friends name and she hearing you! (I have had similar experiences)
I have been in a few different schools....but this one felt like the ULTIMATE school! And I was so lucid, it was so real. Realer than here. It was my first time there. It was like I *knew* about this school, but it was the first time I was invited there. Verrrrry exciting.
I have 'voice' dreams too. Sometimes I 'get' more information than I remember, but very often I remember clear sentences. The messages always blow me away!
I have never had the speeding through the tunnel thing that you speak of, but, boy, does that ever sound like some sort of astral/etheric plane travel! My boyfriend has the whoosing noise as well as a high pitched frequency sound and he HAS had the rushing super super fast through the Universe experience. Fear usually accompanies these experiences for him, but we're working on that!
I have felt as though my limbs were attached to helium balloons - hanging up in the air over top of my body too! These are ones where I'm definitely caught between an OBE and this normal, denser plane.
Woo...wouldn't that be cool if we attended the same school! Hey, I'm curious, do you know what you are numerologically? If you add the year you were born and your month and your day together and reduce it to a single digit # you'll come up with your Life Path number.
My school was very utilitarian, strangely enough (others have been more ornate!)....it is very soft white with open spaces and many many well-proportioned rooms. Spacious.
I feel like I am learning many valuable things there! (it sounds so strange) I think maybe I'm in training to become a Guide of sorts! (some people will call me crazy for thinking that, but oh well - I'd love to be a Guide...planting revelations and inspirations and dreams with individuals who are consenting, ready and requesting some help...) That's just my Neptunian feeling!
What do you think your school is all about?
Tracey- Tracey glad you got back ayehasherayeh
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This is a reply to # 601,967Hi Tracey glad you got back I appreciate your insight.
Yeah I don't have much experience with astral or out of body so I don't know. I never thought to look back and see my body or anything but I did feel very conscious and felt sucked out of physical and hurtling through time and space. I was scared as hell but felt a need to relax and when I did thats when I popped out of the tunnel.
That's way cool that you pick up the sentences. My problem is that I hear them clearly but never remember upon waking. If I try to concentrate on them in order to remember they fade or become garbled. My friend feels this is a downloading of info kinda matrix like Me too!
Yes My friend and I did a nemerology chart 2 months ago I am a life path 9 I forget what it means though.
My school has always been a sort of boarding or college dorm experience where I am actively learning while counseling/mentoring a group of younger students. I had this experience for about 10 years and stopped for the past 3 or so. "Spirit School" seemed to be my return everyone was welcoming me and we climbed up the mountain where those along the way became fewer and wiser. I was honored to be back and did not know what I had done to be invited back nor did I know what had caused my expulsion or absence.
Thats nice to become a guide I would like to do that to my friend has given permission for me to help her in her dreams if that is possible and I would love to.
All in all I feel that it is definitely spiritual. I have over the past several years been through separation and divorce, death of grandmother, death of father, I have been diagnosed with two diseases. One being a degenerative eye disease. I have learned a lot spiritually to survive things I never would have been able to. As my vision decreases in my eyes. I have noticed an increase in my inner eye in terms of intuition, dreams and such to the point of where people are swearing that I have esp. Other than that I'm just trying to ascend.
Talk to you later
A- I'm a 9 too! Tracey
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This is a reply to # 601,969Anthony,
That is pretty funny...I had this feeeeling....I'm a '9' too! These past few years have been pretty interesting for me. The last two in particular where I have had these distinct 'voice' teaching dreams....then where I was being 'tested' by a cloaked figure ticking off what I knew until he got to the last item where he asked me, "Do you know the story of Sumer and Babylon?" I thought a moment (a vision of a woman in a cave came to me, but I realized that, no, I didn't know) and said No. Since then I've felt like I'm learning this last thing (I have an inkling what it means) and then I'll be able to start REALLY helping out.
I'm just re-reading your post...
Yeah, I have noticed too that as soon as the Fear vanishes then you 'pop out' somewhere...it is instant. I love that.
Yup, well maybe right now you're just meant to absorb all the information like a big 'thought-form'. You may be learning how to 'translate' the KNOWINGness (thoughtforms) into human words, too! I think that takes some doin'! You know what I mean? I think the feeling comes first then it goes through a translation/filter and comes out as Words. (because, really, what comes first? Feelings/Beingness/Knowingness first - words are just OUR construct...)
Nine's basically want to help out...
That is cool that in your school you mentor some younger people at the same time! Verrrrry cool. I wonder where your Conscious mind was for the 3 years you were 'expelled'? That is interesting...
Yes, I have had a few dreams where I really did specifically enter another person's realm (from the past, when I described it to them) and helped them see something...Wish I could do more of that.
Yeah, to me a degenerative eye disease would be a message that your Inner Eye is opening. Look within. See things by Feelings...all of that. So that is interesting that that is what is happening with you! Do you feel OK with your eyesight fading? Or do you feel that because your third eye is opening you may be able to keep some of your physical eyesite...?
Talk to you again, Anthony!
Tracey- Had a feeling 2 ayehasherayeh
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This is a reply to # 601,970Had a feeling 2 once you asked. Thats cool. yeah I remember 9 likes to help others. Even when I'm not good at helping I feel its my duty.
Until this dream I have never seen anyone teaching me like your cloaked figure. Thats really spiritually symbolic. I usually have the perspective of self only. I know I am with other students and or teachers but I never see them. I hear the voice of the teacher. The only ones I see are my younger kids which always remind me of kids I counseled at summer camp years ago. When I am with them I am not a student but sort of a leader.
The legend of Sumer and Babylon whats that about? the carryover of the Gods? anyway that's pretty specific info you are receiving there. Sounds like teachings you can carry back. This is the first time I saw my teachers ever and they explained that the knowledge they passed was not for my carnal eyes but for spiritual. I got the feeling I could not grasp the teachings in the physical anyway but hear in the Spirit I could. I do remember a method where I was shown how to align myself in my physical body when I return this always clears sinus blockages I have. I have been told to "be aware of electricty" I'm not sure on that other than I have a lot of electrical disturbances around me.
But yeah I hope i can eventually translate everything and be more helpful I think that is coming everything has shifted recently with these new dreams./ My whole life has been turned upside down in a short period of time.
I was diagnosed last year with multiple sclerosis they took the diagnosis back 3 days later when the 2 markers spontaneously disappeared. I still have a few symptoms affecting my physical feeling. But I am increasing in "spiritually feeling others." 2 edged sword. I tell you I am not as freaked as I thought I could be about my fading eyesight. I am legally blind without contact lenses. And there will be a point soon where contact lenses will not provide enough correction. 2 edged sword again. I'm learning recently to journey inside and use other senses. so I am thankful for physical blindness in that sense. I'm also thankful that I started with above average eyesight until I was about 30 I'm 33 now. That has helped because I have good awareness developed already of physical and now comes spiritual.
Good luck, lets seek each other out at school!
A- Re: Had a feeling 2 Lapis
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This is a reply to # 601,973Anthony. Come over to the Ask Team Curezone Forum. Lets brainstorm bout that 'condition" of yours.
- Anthony... Tracey
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This is a reply to # 601,973Anthony,
I have only seen this cloaked figure once - it was dark all around us and I was facing him at a small table - all that was visible was this rectangular piece of white paper with words and ticks down one side of it. It wasn't at all scary - really just like I was getting a serious evaluation.
The rest of the times the voice is just a voice - sometimes accompanied by 'illustrations' of what he is talking about, sometimes not. I love that! My last voice dream is linked below...
That is interesting that your Teachers say that the information is for your Spiritual eyes and not your Carnal eyes - I guess they know best! And wild that this physical alignment they taught you helps you in the physical world - amazing. I am now very curious to know what Mayan Signature you are - Blue Storm is verrrry 'electrical' as is Aquarius and Uranus. (you can you tell me your birthdate, time place etc - if you're okay with that...)
Have you read anything about electricity on the Consciousness Forum ? There have been many chanellings lately speaking about how the electrical blackouts are all about our 'changing energy'. Adapting. And what about those Sun spots! wow. The sunspots are on 11 year cycles and the last one peaked in 2000. The scientists are wondering what's going on! More 'energy' symbolism...You can do some curezone keyword searches on this electricity subject if you want...You might really resonate with it.
Wow - that is fascinating that 2 of your 'markers' just dissolved within 2 days! That's the kind of magic I like. The implications are great, aren't they?
I am happy for you that losing your eyesight is not becoming a large negative in your life...and that you are able to see the positive side of it - although it musn't be easy sometimes, I am sure. It sounds like you are discovering so much more...
You are 33!!! Oooooh this is the BEST age/number! I remember when I was 33 I had some amazing whale dreams and my older and wiser friend asked me how old I was and when I said I was 33 she was ecstatic - because that is the 'year of enlightenment' in a way. Buddah was 33, Jesus was 33...33 represents Cosmic Consciousness...It is a beautifully mystical number...Enjoy this year...
See ya in the classroom!
Tracey
- Re: Anthony... ayehasherayeh
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This is a reply to # 601,994Hi Tracey I read your voice dream and I will read the responses when i get a chance. I have never really gotten into dreams much until just recently. When turmoil was going on in my life and head i realized i was having more profound dreams and maybe i should pay attention in order to cope. I had a friend 15 yrs or so again who used to give me books on obe, astral and near death and lucid dreams. I tried all the techniques for up to 2 months at a time with no luck.. 2 yrs ago started going within myself. I do have an electricity and energy theme going on. From dreams of circuits to electrical disturbances around me which i've been wary to get into because i cannot corroborate or verify. I'll just say i'm scared to meditate sometimes because afterwards fire comes out of my homes electrical circuits and sometimes electricity to my whole apartment complex shuts down while i'm meditating. 3 times in the past 2 months a transformer located outside my window has blown while i'm mediating.
yeah they saw some sort of plaque or something in a full body scan on my spine and some deposits in my eyes. When i came back 2 or 3 days later to see the eye specialist the sign had dissapeared. When they rescanned the spinal plaque was gone too. I had a team of 6 doctors throw up their hands. They just experimented on me for a year before i gave up. My dad was dying of cancer at the time.
I have know idea about what you ask concerning mayan sig but please inform me I am 04/24/1970 born app 11:40 p.m. Chicago- Re: Anthony... Tracey
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This is a reply to # 602,003That electricity stuff that is going on with you is amazing! woah. I immediately thought of Edgar Cayce - last year I read an excellent Biography on him called, "An American Prophet" by Kirkpatrick. Wow wow wow. He started fires due to the intense energy that was generated when he was angry (Went to bed angry on the couch and all of a sudden it's on fire! This happened twice) It sounds to me like you're pretty powerful...you're going to have to learn how to channel that powerful energy into something super worth-while and constructive, don't you think? I get the feeling that it is there for you to use in the right manner...you just have to learn how. (Spirit School? hmm!)
I read the thread over on the Ask Curezone Team Forum and wasn't that site that Lapis suggested spot on!? I mean - the German doctor that, after much research, realized that it was a sudden shock that you were unprepared for that causes disease! And...well, that year of yours sounds verrry intense and shock-full.
I looked up your astrological chart and, woah, if you were here and we had hours to mull over it...we'd be up all night! I also did your Mayan signature and found some pretty interesting stuff there too. For example (this is going to sound like gibberish to you but bear with me...) your personal 13-day Wavespell (which by the way started October 15th and ended October 27th - what happened during that time? Something new? This was your 'intention-setting' time...) Anyway...your Wavespell always starts with 'Blue Eagle'!!! On your first day you always ask, "What is my Purpose?" and synthesize it with Blue Eagle (just you) Now...think about an Eagle, Anthony! What is it's main feature? SIGHT. Vision.
Okay - more on that later if you're interested.
So...yes, your chart looks very interesting. Definitely do the liver flushes. You have a lot of Taurus planets and that means you store any anger/irritations/frustrations in your liver. (Taurus' tend to store - more than others)
Oh, I can see soooo much of what you've been talking about in your chart! The Responsibility you were brought up with (you felt Responsible, anyway). Restricted throat/expression sometimes. Mother stuff (not feeling like you were nurtured?) that needs some healing for sure.
What happened starting in March 1999 until March 2001? Difficult times? Then from March 2001 until now? Was that when your physical self succumbed to actually 'being' ill?
I would think that things have been a bit better lately because Saturn (the culprit here) has moved out of your Health house and is now in your Relationship house. He'll dip into your Health house a wee bit in the coming months as he goes Retrograde, but for the most part I'd say the worst is over! As he makes this dip you'll just be LEARNING - you'll 'get it'. Saturn is all about your Life's Lesson....what you want to learn and get out of this life. When his energy first starts to be felt it's always (unless you're a super easy-going person!) quite the shock, turmoil, difficult energy....but then the longer he sticks around you begin to really GET it and you find yourself learning something very valuable. The last few years for you have been extraordinarily lesson-learning (because so many of your planets are all concentrated together)....Now you may find yourself (since, say June 2003) learning more about One-on-One Relationships of all sorts. Nurturing relationships, emotional....letting go...Maybe some relationships have become strained. This next period is for getting a handle on Relationships of all sorts and of finding the people that you resonate with...
I'm also wondering what happened between January and May 2003. Something to do with your Mother and Emotions and Intensity? Feel any shifts? Transformations?? Is this when you had most of your electricity experiences?
There is much healing energy available to you right now as Pluto is sitting atop your Sagittarius Moon in the 12th house....
There is a ton more, but that is good for now.
Hope it makes some sense!
Talk to you soon,
Tracey- Thanks Again Tracey Re: Anthony... ayehasherayeh
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This is a reply to # 602,005Hi Tracey I was awaiting your answer and must have missed it this morning. I can't verify that I've started fires but i certainly feel like it sometimes. Edgar Cayce stayed in Selma Alabama not to far from where my Mother was born.
Yeah I need to figure out how to channel everything I don't do much of a job at it now.
Yes that German Doctor has me curious. I had never ever received a shock before in my life I usually had things easy. So when shock after shock came I was gasping for air.
I don't recall anything much happenin Oct 15-27 except making a decision not to change career. And returning to my business after taking September off. I also started having these astral type dreams around that time I had never had one before now I have had 5-6 since. Anyway I'm interested in understanding that what if I set no intentions during that time? am I lost until next year?
March 1999 my wife and I seperated and set the tone for second seperation in May 2001. I started feeling off healthwise in 2000 doctors could find nothing but I kept getting blood tests every month. I was depressed and finding it hard to get out of bed and just feeling overwhelmed when I should not have. April 2000 I started noticing tingling in my finger and thought it was the onyx ring or the wrist watch my wife gave me and them resized. not soon after that I started having eye problems and thought it was eyestrain from my computerwork. I did some eye exercises my left eye cleared up but my right one did not. I put off saying or doing anything about it even though my wife worked with an optometrist.
2001 sucked. May 2001 on my dads birthday my wife and i seperated and i know it hurt my dad a lot. I could not handle my responsibilities after that because my grandmother became ill and was on her deathbed probably 7-8 time final stage colon cancer that he had hid from us. we did not notice because of evrything else going on in our family. I took 4 months off work to dedicate to heal him. And took it hard when he passed. because i'm the one who should have seen the signs of his sickness but I was too preoccupied with my own problems. Between then everything that happend was crappy I mean everything there was a period in fall 2001 i did not want to leave my house. Everything I touched went to pot. Things have eased up lately but I'm still wary and looking in the sky for falling sinks.
The eye disease has slowed its progression and i have found a specialist last month who will help track it. The numbness has eased up but seems to be following a cyclical pattern. I fasted for 7 days on lemonade and the paralysis of my fingers and hands is back in mornings.
Hmm jan- Mar 2003 well we buried my Dad Jan 2 2003 and my mom is more dependent on me now. I was told by an intuitive that I have mother issues. but didn't dig deeper. I had a lot of weird experiences then because i was a zombie the electricity stuff did intensify then. I have not been able to heep clocks or watches since then because they break or go haywire from my wristwatch to car clock to computer clock. My computer started cutting on and off sometimes when I enter the room, I create interference with radios and my fax machine when i walk by. I've blown about 15 lightbulbs since then cutting on lights. My kids electronic toys cut on by themselves, my cars electric circuitry and computer has shorted out twice, transformer outside my apartment has blown 3 times etc... etc. etc. I'm not saying I caused all this just that I'm around it and it definitely says something. Oh yeah I cant wear rings on my fingers because they begin to tingle and I wake up and they are bent. This happened twice. So I'm starting to tingle know and dont know what it is. It is not good at all and I cannot control it. How would I channel it? I am very worried about my live because I hold all anger in and blow up about once every 3 years. I know thats bad but have tried all i know to channel it and release it.
Hope to learn more from you.
A- I'm away right now... Tracey
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This is a reply to # 602,011Anthony,
I just wanted to let you know that I'm away from home right now until Sunday. I'm sure I'll have some time on the computer, but not as much time as I usually do.
On the bus trip over here today I was thinking about aspects of your post and your chart and I came up with some stuff I wanted to talk to you about - but it'll have to wait until I have more time, unfortunately!
I'll talk to you soon!
Tracey
*I'm just going to do a quick sweep through Curezone now...*- Re: I'm away right now... ayehasherayeh
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This is a reply to # 602,020Tracey,
I'm eager to hear that information, and I appreciate your time when it's available. Some of the things you've mentioned already have me thinking and putting things together. I'm making preparations for that Liver Flush also.
Talk Soon
A
- Re: I'm away right now... ayehasherayeh
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- Hi again! Tracey
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This is a reply to # 602,011Hi Anthony!
So, I'm back home now and let's see...
About your last Wavespell period (October 15th to 27th) - it sounds like you definitely set the intention to stay in your current career. You might get a better idea of the intentions set during that period by asking yourself what made you stay in your current career? Was it a 'positive' thing....lots of affirmations pointing you in that direction saying YES YES YES! Or...did you decide to stay in it out of Practical reasons or...Fear etc...? Is this the same career that you've had for years now? (when you started to go blind?) I was getting the feeling that you may have been getting big 'pointer-arrows' that were saying to stop this current career...? Do you use your eyes all the time for this career?
No, you will not be lost for this year! Even if you feel like you didn't set the intention that you'd like to have set you can always change it...in an instant, right now! I can give you the next dates of your 'mini wavespell' and you can do one of the smaller cycles to re-direct your energy. (because, if I were you my main intention would be to channel this energy inside you (coming through you!) that wants to help out...I feel that if you can do that the whole world will open up for you...) So, let me know if you want to know about the next 'mini-wavespell' coming up and I can coach you through it (maybe I should get your email address?). (your next little intention-setting time is November 24th until December 6th).
That's great you are fasting...and that you feel your eye disease has slowed...
I was thinking that, you know, your eyes *could* repair themselves. I think your body has shown you that already (made a point of showing this to you?) when you had the MS markers one day...then, voila!, no markers a few days later! What happened? I DO believe that *even* the physical world can transform instantly. Have you read The Holographic Universe? I think you would like it! One teeeny interesting part in it, that comes to mind now, is where this guy has multiple personalities. One of his personalities is allergic to orange juice and he puffs up all red and his blood work shows the change in his blood (can't remember how, but if you read the book you'll see!). Well! His psychiatrist gave the personality who was allergic to orange juice, some OJ and watched him get all red and he took a blood sample from him. Then, he got him to switch personalities (via hypnosis) and all of a sudden his face wasn't red anymore and the second blood test showed absolutely NO trace of allergy....So there ya' go!
About your father dying and you feeling responsible (yes, that responsible feeling is in your chart - it's also your Life Lesson)...you probably reeeally know this, but it doesn't hurt for me to say it...that...your Father is responsible for himself. He really is. You're only responsible for yourself, Anthony. You took 4 months off work to be with him...which is beautiful...Who knows what kind of contract you two had together (you might know!). It sounds to me like it was fulfilled.
Your Electricity stuff is amazing...wow. And the rings bending?? Woah. It's all energy that needs to be channeled! Does that seem clear to you?
I really feel like this energy is a combination (symbolically) of Uranus/Pluto energy....it desires to change and transform YOU as well as be put to use BY you for others. I'm not sure whether this energy is to be used by you in a physical way (reiki, hands on healing...?) or in an intellectual/physical way...channeling?? Does that freak you out? When I look at your chart it looks more like you could channel/speak or write down philosphical/spiritual stuff - if you tap into your Higher Source. What do you think of this? You've got a strong Vessel (lots of Taurus planets) and a Gemini Mars (action towards Communication and having that dual-nature - channels have Gemini in them) and Pisces North Node in the Body/Vessel house...Hmmm....
And how are you feeling right now? I just checked your chart and see that Venus has sidled up close to Pluto and they are both sitting on your Moon in the Spiritual/Dream/Deep well house...have you been feeling the Power of Love lately? Any dreams? I'd love to hear....it'll be most powerful last night, today, tomorrow and the next day...
Lots to talk about!
loveTracey
- Re: Hi again! ayehasherayeh
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This is a reply to # 602,043Hi Tracey Welcome back!
Yes when I examine. It was the week of Oct 15-27 that I decided to continue in my career at least temporarily but I am also starting a second business that I have been getting signals to start. My eyes are a major point of my job because 50 percent of time I am in the field and 50 percent at home working on reports for my clients.
My career rethinking stems from a lack of motivation once all these personal problems started ocurring within my family. When I look back I feel that I was somehow to blind to see things I should have and when they occurred one after the other they were a big shock to me. My career choice was based on my family. When that started dissolving I lost motivation and acted from fear based programming that I felt I could not control. During this time every negative thought or spoken word or action came back to immediatley kick my butt.
That was the beginning of me rethinking about 2 yrs ago. I had nothing to drive me and combined with fear of the future I started making excuses to escape. Yet I perservered. Then a year ago I started getting those big signs showing me to change my career for reasons other than fear such as one that is more pleasing to me, one where I can help people more, So at the beginning of October I registered for a course to help me start my new business, I also went out of town to a seminar for my current career and received motivation and spiritual help from people which convinced me to continue my current field yet transition when I am comfortable. After the seminar I filled out my application for license renewal with the state and mailed it the week of 15th. I recieved my license and began operating again on October 29th.
Yes I figured the same thing with the weird energy thing so I started with reiki about two months ago. I do believe I can transform it. Just awaiting instructions how.
I have not had vivid recall with dreams the past week and Its hard for me to write in morning as I cannot see without my plastic eyes in. I had a dream the past week where I went from room to room in a school or dormitory setting as different women opened the doors a voice within said "no"
the last door I opened my ex wife was there holding a ring of keys which I took and had a realization that I was relieved that I now had the keys. The day after the dreamy my ex-wife began acting more positively towards me but my intuition is telling me not to trust her for some reason. And I don't know if thats fear again. ANy way the dream was several days after reading the key dreams which probably influenced me. I have had other dreams of people singing songs and reciting long lists of things to me that I feel i will remember forever yet I forgot them as I did not write them down.
Yes I'm interested in learning about the mini wavespell I will be travelling during that time and will have time to really concentrate on it. Yes you can email me. I'm doing the Liver Flush tonite after several days of clean diet and fasting and i'm actually late for my second epsom talk later.
Love you too.
A
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