I'm a 9 too!
Anthony,
That is pretty funny...I had this feeeeling....I'm a '9' too! These past few years have been pretty interesting for me. The last two in particular where I have had these distinct 'voice' teaching dreams....then where I was being 'tested' by a cloaked figure ticking off what I knew until he got to the last item where he asked me, "Do you know the story of Sumer and Babylon?" I thought a moment (a vision of a woman in a cave came to me, but I realized that, no, I didn't know) and said No. Since then I've felt like I'm learning this last thing (I have an inkling what it means) and then I'll be able to start REALLY helping out.
I'm just re-reading your post...
Yeah, I have noticed too that as soon as the Fear vanishes then you 'pop out' somewhere...it is instant. I love that.
Yup, well maybe right now you're just meant to absorb all the information like a big 'thought-form'. You may be learning how to 'translate' the KNOWINGness (thoughtforms) into human words, too! I think that takes some doin'! You know what I mean? I think the feeling comes first then it goes through a translation/filter and comes out as Words. (because, really, what comes first? Feelings/Beingness/Knowingness first - words are just OUR construct...)
Nine's basically want to help out...
That is cool that in your school you mentor some younger people at the same time! Verrrrry cool. I wonder where your Conscious mind was for the 3 years you were 'expelled'? That is interesting...
Yes, I have had a few dreams where I really did specifically enter another person's realm (from the past, when I described it to them) and helped them see something...Wish I could do more of that.
Yeah, to me a degenerative eye disease would be a message that your Inner Eye is opening. Look within. See things by Feelings...all of that. So that is interesting that that is what is happening with you! Do you feel OK with your eyesight fading? Or do you feel that because your third eye is opening you may be able to keep some of your physical eyesite...?
Talk to you again, Anthony!
Tracey