It's hard to remember your name! (hint hint!)
Great post...I don't think that's weird at all that you remember a scene from before you were born! That is sooooo cool! Just shows that you're 'plugged in' to the vast sea of All That Is out there...ya know? I betcha this extra-sense of yours has something to do with your Purpose/Calling in life...or at the very least it will lead you well on your journey through life, if you keep listening to it. Maybe you need to exercise this talent of yours? Awareness and being consciously Conscious of what's going inside yourself, your dreams and being aware of others and what's going on within them will hone your intuitions more.
There is NO way that your life is just meant to be background to someone else's life - no way! (ha - how's that for opinionated!) But maybe I misunderstood you.
It's true....maybe you're not a Specializer - ya know? Maybe there isn't ONE thing that you're going to do forever and forever and forever...till you die. But that doesn't mean that you don't have a Purpose! We all have a Purpose - oh yes we do! We all have Talents, and Challenges that help us to learn more about ourselves....and Callings (sometimes your Calling may not manifest as a 'Career' per se...it might be an Avocation, ya know?).
How old are you? I'll just tell you a little story....up until I was the age of 26 I, too, passionately wanted to DO something! I thought that some 'thing' would just come up and bonk me on the head and I would follow this 'career path' because I reeeally wanted to sink my teeth into something. Some people seem to be born ambitious and single-minded - but not me! Oh no! I was interested in a ton of different things and I preferred to work, travel, work, travel and just have fun with my friends, while learning new and interesting things. Anyway....at the age of 26 I had this crisis where I just thought: *%#&¤?§* , I'm getting old now and I STILL don't know what I want to 'do'!! It was terrible. THEN I had a revelation! It was: I do not know what I want to DO...but I know how I want to FEEL! So, I discarded the 'do'ing idea and put all my heart into creating my life around how I wanted to FEEL! It worked!
Now, I DO know what my Purpose is (shhh it's a secret)....but I think it takes experience and living to know it...for me it wasn't something that I 'knew' from an early age (for some it is, apparently!) - even though when I look back I see the signs - how it was all within me....and, man!, it's such a waste of time worrying! (as I'm sure you know)
So....now I am rambling...But, about your major. Ask yourself why you are going to school, first of all. List the reasons....see if your Values match the list....does it make you feel good? You know what I would do sometimes in my early 20's when I didn't want to feel pressure from society or parents (and I had verrry relaxed parents) - I would pretend that I didn't have anyone at all...that I was alone in the world...and then I asked myself: What would I do now? (no pressures at all) - the answer always came easily then.
Follow your interests....your intuition and your interest-detector will never fail you...
love Tracey