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Ok here is my sad- sort of long - story. I am 31 and have only been with two people. The first one wasn't my choice and the second one was because I had a short period of doubting God and I was messed up over the first thing. Also the guy claimed to be a Christian who wanted to marry me but said he would never marry someone who he had not had sex with. That was really dumb of me and I felt horrible about it, but I knew it was wrong the whole time. I eventually could not continue with what my spirit knew was a wrong realationship. I started reading my Bible every day and praying. I was listening to Christian tapes etc. and doing very well. I have a job traveling non-stop and a year ago I went to hang out with some people I knew and eat dinner at an Irish place down the road from the hotel we were all staying at. I let a man I vaugly knew walk me back because I wasn't feeling well after having a surgery and wanted to leave early. I thought it would be safer. He wouldn't leave my hotel room and just kept at me even though I told him I didn't want to do anything. We didn't have actual sex but we messed around and the next day I got a rash. I am pretty sure it's herpes because it reappears. I just figured out what it was from reading stuff on the internet but it really can't be anything else. It fits the syptoms well. I don't know why I didn't kick him or hit him or be mean enough to get rid of him. I told him I didn't want to do anything but I felt powerless to be mean to him and call security. I had two men in my childhood that tried to molest me and I remember this feeling of suffocating and like I had to be nice to them to try to worm out of the situation and for the most part I came out better than what it could have been by being aggresive which I think would have made it worse. I think that may have been the case here. Anyway, I am single, I don't believe in sex before marraige and never have. I am scared to death because I don't want to get tested because I don't think I can handle it being official and who knows if I could have HIV from this jerk. I've since found out he had a wife and a pregnant g/f at the time! I've read about healing in the Bible but I've never heard of anyone getting healed of herpes. I also could have gotten it from blood exposure on my job but at any rate I guess I deserve it for ever having sex outside marraige but if God has forgiven me may be He will heal me? I don't think any Christian guys would want to marry me now anyway. My head is all messed up. I had become so very stable and well adjusted before this whole mess. I was really truly happy and content. It's weird how satan can hit you really good at just the right time in the right way to totally mess your life up. Any advice or thoughts would be great.
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MoreThis is a reply to # 403,203God can and does heal many different illnesses. But, we also must be ready for consequences that follow our choices. As we repent, which is not only to be sorry but to turn from sin, He forgives us our sin. For that I am so thankful.
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This is a reply to # 403,203I do believe that God has got you to the right place on the internet for your situation.
Lots of great information from people that have been there, and those that are still working on it on these forums.
If you have asked God for forgiveness and meant it sincerely, then you are forgiven. Now what? Seek the answers here, and in Faith.
Declare "Thank you for forgiving me!" and "Thank you for healing me!"
Check out the Zapper Forum , Silver Colloid forum, Ask Andreas Forum , and the Herpes forum.
You are on the right track, check out the relationship forum for some insight and help in attracting the right types of persons.- Re: Yes, but keep working on it!--- ... #37716
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Thanks for your message of hope. It's been a year since this has happened and I haven't touched a man since then. I am very dedicated to no sex of any kind outside marriage-even if that means never again. I'm trying to not even think lustful thoughts. Actually, I was then as well it just blind sided me. Satan really knew exactly how to get me where I was weak. It's so hard for me to be blatently mean because I'm so afraid of being rude or someone not liking me. Usually just saying no I don't want to do this is enough. I've been kicking myself sooooo hard. I just keep replaying it in my mind thinking "Why can't I just be mean enough to make him go away? Why didn't I hit him?". I wanted to do what was right. I know I need to leave it in the past. There is no such thing as 'what if'. I was doing well for a while until my health came into play. I believe what you are saying. Jesus forgave two adulterous women that I can think of in the Bible and many times when He healed He forgave their sins as well which leads me to believe He will heal me since He has forgiven me and I am not living in sin and don't intend to ever again. The first healing Jesus did that I came across was a skin disease as well. I would love to have a good Christian husband but I don't even want to think about dating because I coudln't bear telling anyone or hurting anyone. I know God has the ability to heal I guess I'm just not too confident about my end of the deal. I also read in a hand out from the 700 club that God is not required or obligated to heal. I know that the Bible says that God will supply all my needs according to His riches in glory and I wish I could totally not worry about this but I've always wanted a Chrstian husband. It's not that I'm desperate to get married and I don't mind waiting for a long time (I'm 31 now). I just am so confused and it seems like so many of my friends have sex all the time and make no effort to do what is right and nothing has happened to them. I'm going to try really hard to only think on Him and meditate in the word. The fear monster is after me BIG time. I feel like I have a black cloud of terror over me. It's suffocating.
Ok sorry so long.
Thanks for the messages everyone. :-) I hope I can still do something to serve Him after this.
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This is a reply to # 403,203Hi...
I am leaving work for the day so here is a very quick exhortation!
God loves you no matter what...and when you confess your sins and repent (turn) from sinful behavior - He is faithful and just to forgive you and cleanse you! You may have to suffer the consequences, but this does not mean that you must suffer with guilt or condemnation. If the symptoms continue, make sure of what you are dealing with and then take the necessary steps to take care of yourself spiritually, emotionally and physically.
We all miss the mark - we must forgive ourselves and allow God to do His redemptive work in us.
Peace and wholeness!
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This is a reply to # 403,209Thanks so much. I bought some that was $20 already. I'll check out that forum.- Re: colloidal silver kills viruses #12621
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This is a reply to # 403,213I can relate directly with accepting a mothers' love as genuine and valid regardless of whether it really is (whether that's the case with you, and you just don't want to admit it because you are subconsciously protecting her from her failure of a God-given responsibility to properly care for her child, only you can decide that) and not being able to form a proper understanding of the concept of LOVE. This might be a blessing in disguise for some of us because it encourages us to 'look deeper' (develop eyes to see and ears to hear, as it says in scripture) and learn to understand more about the CONCEPT of love (which is very important for the Christian because "GOD is LOVE". In order to be able to hear God CLEARLY when He speaks to us, we have to understand that 'love is ONE' Galatians 3:20. There are not 4 types of love, there are 4 types of love RELATIONSHIPS. We are not supposed to FEAR God, we are to LOVE Him ONLY with ALL our heart, mind,soul and strength because fearing God is a commandment of men, not God (Isaiah 29:13). The fear of God is only the BEGINNING of knowledge (for the unsaved, Proverbs 1:7). It is important for us as Christians to understand the concept of love in order to have a better personal relationship with Jesus, but also to understand 'love' in our life relations on earth to those around us, but also what we are willing to accept. If we don't understand that real love is 'ONE'(instead of 4 types), then we will have a poor understanding of what love is, and will never be able to receive (let alone understand) and feel worthy (low self-esteem) of the real thing.
Having a better understanding of 'LOVE' enables us to get our thoughts together and see more clearly what is going on in our lives (not just understand the Lord better) by being able to look OBJECTIVELY at what we are accepting and convincing ourselves that we only deserve what the other person has to give us (like we are beggars and have to SETTLE). I know it says in scripture that we should honor our mother and father, but mine weren't worthy of honor and I had to decide not to be a hypocrite (the Lord doesn't like hypocrisy, it's not good for character or dignity either).
PLAN:
1) Learn the proper concept of love.
2) 1 Timothy 1:7 Become arrogant (huffy, not shallow ego) "..we were not given a spirit of timidity, but of POWER and [the] self control [necessary to regulate that power]. If I boast, I boast of the Lord.
Our past erased, our present blessed, our future assured, death has lost it's sting and has no hold on me. It should take the power of the Holy Spirit to teach a Christian humility.
3) Consider the possibility that you are not being shown the proper love that you should be getting from a parent because you have been conditioned since childhood to accept whatever is given to you and are convinced that is all you are worthy of.
STOP BEING SO SUBORDINATE, the Lord doesn't like it.
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I can relate directly with accepting a mothers'love as genuine and valid regardless of whether it really is (whether that's the case with you, and you just don't want to admit it because you are subconsciously protecting her from her failure of a God-given responsibility to properly care for her child, only you can decide that) and not being able to form a proper understanding of the concept of LOVE. This might be a blessing in disguise for some of us because it encourages us to 'look deeper' (develop eyes to see and ears to hear, as it says in scripture) and learn to understand more about the CONCEPT of love (which is very important for the Christian because "GOD is LOVE". In order to be able to hear God CLEARLY when He speaks to us, we have to understand that 'love is ONE' Galatians 3:20. There are not 4 types of love, there are 4 types of love RELATIONSHIPS. We are not supposed to FEAR God, we are to LOVE Him ONLY with ALL our heart, mind,soul and strength because fearing God is a commandment of men, not God (Isaiah 29:13). The fear of God is only the BEGINNING of knowledge (for the unsaved, Proverbs 1:7). It is important for us as Christians to understand the concept of love in order to have a better personal relationship with Jesus, but also to understand 'love' in our life relations on earth to those around us, but also what we are willing to accept. If we don't understand that real love is 'ONE'(instead of 4 types), then we will have a poor understanding of what love is, and will never be able to receive (let alone understand) and feel worthy (low self-esteem) of the real thing.
Having a better understanding of 'LOVE' enables us to get our thoughts together and see more clearly what is going on in our lives (not just understand the Lord better) by being able to look OBJECTIVELY at what we are accepting and convincing ourselves that we only deserve what the other person has to give us (like we are beggars and have to SETTLE). I know it says in scripture that we should honor our mother and father, but mine weren't worthy of honor and I had to decide not to be a hypocrite (the Lord doesn't like hypocrisy, it's not good for character or dignity either).
PLAN:
1) Learn the proper concept of love.
2) 1 Timothy 1:7 Become arrogant (huffy, not shallow ego) "..we were not given a spirit of timidity, but of POWER and [the] self control [necessary to regulate that power]. If I boast, I boast of the Lord.
Our past erased, our present blessed, our future assured, death has lost it's sting and has no hold on me. It should take the power of the Holy Spirit to teach a Christian humility.
3) Consider the possibility that you are not being shown the proper love that you should be getting from a parent because you have been conditioned since childhood to accept whatever is given to you and are convinced that is all you are worthy of.
STOP BEING SO SUBORDINATE, the Lord doesn't like it.
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This is a reply to # 403,203John 8:11 “…neither do I condemn you, go and sin no more”. Whether you are actually guilty of ‘adultery’ or you are guilty of ‘fornication’ or are just guilty of offending decency and your conscience, I don’t think you have to be wary of lightning bolts. Whether you should let anyone know (confide in ANYONE) is a matter of GREAT discretion, you would, undoubtedly, end up feeling self-conscious and this would offer satan too much of a weakness to exploit (I strongly advise only feeling subordinate to the Lord Himself, no longer to His Body). Sorry to say, but even believers (including pastors) are inflicted with human nature and will tend to never let you live it down (the Lord will). Since we were made in the image of God and are His children, it stands to reason that He did not ‘dump’ us here on the earth and say ‘good luck with the doctors and all the caustic chemicals they have for you’, He gave us all the foods necessary to maintain and heal us miraculously. Herpes can probably be easily cured by alkalizing your body. Your body ‘ph’ level is an indication of how acidic you are. If the body is alkaline, you cannot be sick. The Lord always gave me very good health, so I am not an expert on cures, but there is also ‘Olive Leaf Extract’ that, in a book I read, it was said to “be an effective anti-microbial agent against 137 diseases” including AIDS and ANTHRAX (about 80 cents a day at the health food store). I will put some websites at the bottom of this page. You will grow strong on your new journey with the Lord as long as you learn to trust Him not to ‘draw and quarter you’ like cattle being slaughtered for market. The man was not just a slug, but sent from satan. Be on guard to ensure that it doesn’t happen again, but do not FEAR (Psalm 23:4) because you only walk through the valley of the SHADOW of death. Do not fear God (even though scripture says so) because “…their fear of me is a commandment of men…” Isaiah 29:13, only love Him because there is NO fear in PERFECT love 1 John 4:18 “…perfect love casts out fear…”. Stop thinking there are 4 TYPES of love. There are different types of love RELATIONSHIPS. This is important because, since “God is love”, it is very important that you understand what love is…an attitude of mind and heart, otherwise, satan will want you to think that God wants to punish you (God is NOT a punisher, we punish ourselves by cooperating with satan). Make 1 Corinthians chapter 13 (the LOVE chapter) very important to you, it is not a picture of how things will be in heaven (The Lords Prayer says “on earth as it is in heaven”) . The love chapter should be the hallmark of Christianity, but you need it right now to realize that the Lord isn’t going to kill you. There is more to understand about scripture, so develop “eyes to see and ears to hear” and leave the elementary doctrine of Christ (Hebrews 6:1). I haven't evaluated the doctrine yet, but the church of God addresses many womens issues.
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This is a reply to # 403,211Thanks very much. I apprecaite your message and the time you took to write it. I will check those passages out. I appreciate your advice as well.
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This is a reply to # 403,203As a Christian who has had herpes for almost 30 years, I have begged God to heal me countless numbers of times. I know I was forgiven many, many years ago when I confessed my sins and was baptized. I continue to ask for forgiveness of sins on a daily basis. But consequences will be consequences.
I also had minimal sexual activity compared to most who were in my social sphere, and they did not "catch" anything, so I have had to deal with a lot of questions as to why. Even though I was not a Christian at the time I contracted this horrible condition, I had thought that I was in a monogamous relationship. I found out the hard way that I was not. Hello! Perhaps I would have married the dirt bag if this had not happened, if I had not had tangible evidence that he was being unfaithful, even though I had denied it to myself many times. Who knows what I have been spared by contracting this condition? Hepatitis B, HIV, or any of the yet to be discovered "incurables"?
My outbreaks usually cause the meningitis symptoms and they can be frequent, so it makes it somewhat difficult for me to function in everyday life, but I do, by the grace of God. During one of my many sleepless nights with an outbreak (high cortisol levels?) I discovered Psalm 38. It has since become one of my favorite psalms.
I highly encourage you to seek out the help of an alternative health practicing medical doctor. I often ask why there are many who carry the virus but have little or no symptoms. Why is my immune system so crazy?
I know that your life would have been much easier without the herpes virus, but I also believe that God can use it for your good. Perhaps this is a wake up call that our bodies needs lots of fine tuning and our minds needs lots of education to prevent us from succumbing to other illnesses later in life. Without knowledge God's people perish.
I sometimes wonder if I would have married the person I am married to now if I did not have this condition. I have come to the conclusion that this is the person God had in mind for me all along and no one else would have been right for regardless of any conditions I may have.
When I did finally begin to come to terms with this condition, I believe it not only slowed me down in my pre-Christian life, but it ultimately helped lead me to God.
I also encourage you to go to the Lyme Disease forum and check out the posts on Samento. I have been using some for about two weeks now and am feeling so much better. The Samento has helped some folks with chronic fatigue, which my husband thinks I have, and which is often associated with herpes. I do not know that it is a panacea, too soon to tell.
We'll work and pray on this together, Amz. In Jesus' name. - Re: Single Christian with possible h... preacherman89
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This is a reply to # 403,203Hey...i understand what your going through im a single Christian man iand I to have herpes. Im 23 years old and I am looking for a wife . I too think to myself some times but God has a perfect match for everyone.
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This is a reply to # 403,203I think everyone on here had excellent comments. I would just like to add from my experience. I love what the one person wrote couple comments ago about "When I did finally begin to come to terms with this condition, I believe it not only slowed me down in my pre-Christian life, but it ultimately helped lead me to God."
That was an awesome statement because I believe that God makes the worst of things work out for the good. I noticed a trend with my experience with out breaks. I noticed when I deliberately sinned (ie: fornication, alcohol consumption, smoke etc) I get outbreaks. And when I am faithful in my walk with God, I notice my outbreaks are less and tolerable. God please forgive me if im wrong, but I believe that this is a significant pattern and God is trying to speak to us individually through life situations and circumstances.
I pray everyday for God to heal me. But the key is to wait patiently, because the healing may not come on our time, but it will come on time. Faith can move mountains, and as long as we have faith that Lord God will remove this disease from us, as long as I believe, there is no one in this world that can tell me I wont be healed, in Jesus name.
I also always think about Job (from the bible). Job was a righteous man of God that had it all. Then one day he lost it all. He even had sores throughout his body. Because he kept his faith and continued to obey God, he was eventually healed, and blessed double what he had in the beginning.
Just keep the faith. I know its hard sometimes, but it is worth it at the end.God wants us to rely on him. We are all in this together, I love you all, and I pray we beat this unclean thing that's in our bodies, in Jesus name, amen.Advertisement
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This is a reply to # 403,203I battled with herpes for 10 years. And God does heal herpes. I started going to the healing rooms at church every week and after a year all the itchiness and uncomfortableness started to disappear.
I thought I would never marry too with my condition. But that is false! Don't let the enemy gain a toehold. Remember
Jeremiah 29:11 For I know the plans I have for you,” declares the Lord, “plans to prosper you and not to harm you, to give you a future and a hope.
God is good, He can heal you. Go to crusades, conferences, any place where there a manifest presence of God and ask for healing.- Re: Single Christian with possible h... rainy.5
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Of course, God can heal you at crusades, conferences etc., but please know that we each have the ability to seek the manifest presence of God for ourselves. I used to be one that chased ministers who I thought had the gift of healing. I found out that this is not necessary. There is nothing wrong with this, but I found that the more I matured in Christ the more I desired to go after such things for myself. I don't have herpes, but I am working on other issues.God is no respecter of persons. You don't need to be prayed for by a famous minister. I received a supernatural healing when a fellow coworker and friend laid hands on me and prayed. Another friend of mine received a supernatural healing when I prayed for her.
Remember, not all people have the ability to travel to all these famous conferences etc. Some people can't get away from work. Others don't have the finances. You can ask a friend to agree with you in prayer for the issue. Or, you can just seek the Lord for yourself.I find that the manifest presence of God especially comes during times of worship. Sometimes it just lingers on me for days. It is so awesome to live in His presence. I would love for the presence of God to be on me like that all the time and never leave. I do believe some people live in that all the time. I am praying that will eventually happen to me.
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This is a reply to # 2,182,186Christians are admonished and warned in the Bible, to "flee" or stay away from fornication in all it's various forms. There are reasons why a "Christian" gets herpes: (1) Fornication (2) from a spouse who gave it to them (3) Incest or rape.
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This is a reply to # 403,203Study finding that at least one in five adults in U.S has Herpes (HSV-1, HSV-2), HPV— and this statics is also fit for christians. When you are diagnosed with Herpes (HSV-1, HSV-2), HPV, you may feel alone or abandoned, http://www.Christianswithherpes.org is designed for Christian singles with herpes to find love and support, make you feel relaxed and comfortable without the fear of judgment and rejction.
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