So very sorry to hear Seattle.
What regime of supplements, protocal, etc. helped pull you through 4-5 years ago? I'd like to hear about it.
I've been stuck just like Hope4myadrenal, for the past 4 years too, but in realtiy have stuggled and rallied through the mild to moderate stage of AF for the past 16 years.
I've been in that frame of mind as you Seattle many times the past 3 years, at my worst I was even in a crisis unit, because I was thinking of suicide.
But, by God's grace and my loving husband, I am hanging on, because I've seen my AF come out of the moderate and severe stage, before I declined into an even more severe stage. I cling to that hope and my faith in God.
Do you have someone close to you who understands what you are going through? It is important to have someone to lean on and can give encouragement.
When I'm at my worst, and the anxiety-depresson, nausia is super bad, I will resort to the strongest meds, Valium and or Vistral, very calming.
But, I use these on very rare occassions. ( as I develope a tolerance and addiction if even taken in 2-3 consecutive days. I have not taken one in over a year.
It was the only thing to keep my sanity at that time.
Otherwise I resort to GABA, Theanine, Taurine and trying Inositol now. But, my anxiety episodes are not as severe as they were 1-2 years ago.
Seattle, I know you will pull through this. It's just a very very rough time right now. I wished I was there to give you some hugs and encouragement.
At least one thing, by you sharing this post, and for all of us in a struggling state still, to observe any detoxing with extreme caution and extreme gentleness, if not much at all for that matter.
I'm going to be praying for you too.
My Bible verse I have memorized years ago is my special verse in which I hold God's word to, because He can not deny Himself.
I hope you or others don't mind me sharing this, for in Him alone is my faith, hope and eternal love.
Isaiah 41:10
New International Version (NIV)
So do not fear, for I am with you;
do not be dismayed, for I am your God.
I will strengthen you and help you;
I will uphold you with my righteous right hand
Paulette