fear is enemy number one. But you can't shoo it away. or 'put it away'. Nor can you *talk it away* (which is what I see happening again and again: a subtle form of distraction/deflection through quasi-engagement), with continually dialoguing what has been stated again and again, and proven. I used to do this on the Moreless forum, years ago, always talking about the protocol, and questioning it -- really very interested in all aspects, ( there are old posts to prove it), firmly believing I was simply studying/learning about it. Moreless used to get a little snippy, and short-fused. Actually, sometimes alot. But okay--he was always answering the same questions, and from the same people sometimes. Then finally, I shut up -as he suggested- and undertook some of the protocol, and saw for myself the results. Which were beyond reproach.
I was not as sick as many there--so things tunred aorund very fast for me, with the remineralization.
But Chris, here, has maybe put the subject to rest, and with his imperishable patience for the same old subject that there are countless posts on.
WY, this wanting to do a long fast and *doing it* are still worlds apart, let's be straight- it would seem; so, all that's within the nebulous realm of speculation--which we don't have endless precious time for, in this crazy world.
C'mon, man. And you have a way of bringing the (this) reader back again and again in good faith... So, one wants to try to allay your fears again and again--but also, at some point to urge you to get self-honest about where you are at. Five days might in fact be plenty for you.
As Chris has said, endless fasting is NOT what the water fast is about. In fact, all the masters said "don't do it" unless you really have to, for health. They didn't make it into a kind of Utopia of the Godlike.
A person in need would fast, with real grit and patience, then start to take good care of themselves, and go on with life, *after water fasting* AWF -- which should free valuable neurons for considering much more than the mere physical state. For all that I talk up the water fsst, it is only one small part of life. To think otherwise is to become a risoner of some new compulsion/addiction, which God knows, we need an end to.
I would sincerely suggest you deal with the fear (with EFT, etc). Don't just put the dealing-with in a drawer called interesting. It's not going to work to keep talking at it. And then, really examine why you want to do this long water fast anyway. Forgive self, forgive others, ( then find true appreciation for everything previously thought of as 'bad'or 'wrong': these are the huge blocks and undoings -- water fasting doesn't do all that work of liberation--It's the mind that has to get right about emotions, sensations, memory.
best, C
PS--I hesitate to give youmore 'stuff' to read and consider- since I think thinking is part of the thing you really need to fast from (!!) but I'm going to get a link to an interview with this guy Lou Corona, I think it might resonate for you. The guy is healthy, has water fasted, eats raw and living for 38 years--might be a good mentor, or example. be back in a sec'.
here it is! enjoy. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=N0QOF4kSI3k