Had a repeat paic attack not as major minor so much so I hid it from workmates
I have a recurrent swimmers ear/ blocked ear issue that impairs me often and i had headphones on for some sound editing in my work

Yesterday I felt fantastic at night. had a Shiatsu/Thai massage and felt good like I wanted to exercise. Felt like the toxins had finally left my body the flu like symptoms experienced. Head pressure, unease racing heart, electric pulsing sensation atround my heart.

I didnt sleep till 2am maybe longer. I woke up at 7am this morning.
had apple after i had a drink of barley grass juice with L-arginine. I felt great at work. Even helped with some heavy lifting. but not long after it happened again.

I had been drinking some warm water to help cleanse at the advice of my masseuse the previous night. Until around midday after listening to some audio as part of my job I started to feel tightness of breath and soreness in my Kidneys like i wanted to urinate but when I went to urinate I couldnt. I felt some burning sensation in my Kidneys. I took lunch walked around trying to control the unease. I walked around the shopping centre sat at a cafe and had some fruit salad. I could not eat anything as My stomach felt acidic.

I tried reading the paper to bring down the uneasy feeling. It was not working that well. My lunch finished after and hour and I need to go to the toilet to do both things you do there. I felt like my body was trying to get rid of something toxic. My belly felt sick and well as my stomach acidic. I went to the chemist near my work and The pharmacist, asian lady sat me down and and held my wrists and felt my pulse. She then looked at my tongue coating and said that in Chinese medicine which she practices the Chi is found in the Kidney and Spleen issues and that the Chi or whole body was out of balance. She prescribed some herbal tablets and a nerve tonic from brauer called Nervatona Focus High Performance oral spray ( has panax ginseng valerian) under the tongue with nerve herbs and panax to spray under my tongue and this would give temporary relief of the stomach acidity and unease. Feeling a lot better after taking the tonic.

I feel confused now. I've read if you have a severe reaction like this then you still need some more. that the offending organisms remain in the system. I am scaredto go back. My body still feels relax when I lie in bed. Well my legs do. Like a layer of restlessness in my blood stream has been cleansed. But this racing heart and soreness really scares me. I want to avoid it. I might just give my body a rest and eat organic foods. I will see an ear nose throat doctor regarding my ears in a few weeks. I have a suspicion tblocked ears may be due to my wisdom teeth open nerve.
I also suspect that I may still be going through die off effect. We will see. The good news ins I'm still alive.

The anxiety is real now, re-awakened after the ozone. Im continuing with the terminator II zapper which I got last monday. who knows maybe its doing something. Hard to tell when you have overlapping therapies.

Could there truth to the Hulda Clark e claim that anxiety is caused by a parasite?

Cheers

Here is another breakfast idea that my wife and I use, when we dont have smoothies...

An avocado and tomato, both diced, over organic brown rice or quinoa. Then drizzle Bragg's Amino Acids, lemon juice, and olive oil over it. Add whatever spice you like. Also, fresh onions go nice, and fresh ginger too if you like.

Paul - are those Apricot pits in your smoothie recipe, or the fruit? Your coffee grinder has the power to grind up all that? Also, I suppose I could substitute soy or hemp protein powder for the whey to avoid dairy, right?

Thanks,

Scott

Last time I posted I was still pretty wacked with massive headache, like my head was going to explode, and random anxiety. I saw a pharmacist who prescribed some chinese formula and homeopathic panax sparay to calm me.

That day I went to the psychiatrist I hadnt seen for months. I hadnt had big anxiety attacks for 10 yeaRS, and i originally saw him for OCd Depression many years ago. OCd symptoms dissapeared with cbt exposure therapies. So I'm fine there. Depression was ok till this recent episode and anxiety still wasnt great but stable then the ozone therpay happened etc. On the day of the last post i saw my psychiatrist after work and on the way there was suffereing from a bad panic attack. He prescribed valium and breathing exercises and was skeptical of all the alternative medicine i'd followed. Its like he is a lost cause. Ive tried to convince him but no way i ca, I think. Anyhow was good to get som valium out of him to stabilise me. And he's a nice guy. But weve been going nowhere for years now. Only so much mainstreamn psych can do for you.

I told him the full story outlined in previous threads. But I was struggling to breath.
I calm down. by the and of teh 30 minutes.

Recovery:
at the end of the week reading several threads here re adrenal fatgues link to anxiety and also my theory of parasite die off causing anxiety affects. I started researching adrenal fatigue. I have to the conclusion that the lack of protein and complex carbs slow burning in my diet lead to the panic atacks. stoamch acity leading to inability to eat. . So i read about hypoglaecemic diet. My triggers i saw as cold weather & also randomly at lunch time. Got a rolled oats linsead magnesium chelate, psycllium husks, cinnammon mix muesli wheat free fruit free low gi etec etc organic. Had that with ric milk and organic yoghurt for breakfast. Previously had minimal breakfast. I Then also spoke to a naturopath at a organic store whpo besides being hot made some nice recommendations, that I had chosen the correct fibre breakfast cereal. And also recommeneed grazing on almonds or roasted chickpeas with a nice tomato paste spice, I chose latter. Also bought some caron and tahini browny like cakes that i grazed on in small bites through the day . I found that my fatigue had diminsished considerably, my mind blowing headache was gione. My coherence in conversation and alertness at work has significantl;y improved. My anxiety has diminished.

This was two weeks ago. At the same time I had to deal with friends who were telling m im nuts for doing all this alternate stuff and Dr's who had no time for holistic medicine. It was really draining my energy and so I went cold tuyrkey oin the drainers in my life. At teh same time as the diet change I also started a magnesiu oxide B6 HCL supplement after readimng that magnesium has involvement in 300 enzymic reactions in the body. Weird as I was taking ozonated manesiumn oxide called Oxypowder to help with constipation poblems I has and that didnt make difefrence on the other symptomatology.


at the same time a saw another chinse dr who had medical training was an MD in China and also studied in Japan and is now a professor or so he says. Nevetherless he prescribed anti anxiety herbs and I too them a week and at the same time as all these changes to diet I noticed my bidy starting to have regular bowel movements after a week. magnesium and meusli no doubt. The anxiety significantly reduced
. my mental alertnss improved significantly. The pressure in my ears reduced significatly. I was feeling a lot more vigorous. I sometimes have some slight anxiety but not so much., less and less. The Chinese Dr also had a accupuncture machine using suction electrodes from japan it supposedly pulses voltage creating harmionising delta waves on meridium points on the boy one eletrode at the top of feet before toes on ankle to on lower arm wrist. at two at the baclk of the ear above the kneck and either side of the temple. I experienced a strong effect from the ones on my head especiallyt the temple. The waves did not hurt but they seemed to bring to prominence modd issues, emotions. The waves seemed to be felt from the temples trough to my eyes to the middle of my head. It was liek a ripple in water sensation yet powerfully emotive. The pulses occurred at different intervls and apparenbtly harmonise over time. The machine is a trimix japanese machine worth $24,000 he has three of them. And I'm giving it a go. He says that the forces inside me are competing against each other and the machine is trying to bring balance to that. It follows vibrational medicine.

He is quite vague about it all but yeah im giving him a go. quite expensive though.

The conslusion so far good low gi breakfast stay away from wheat dairy and add magnesium to the diet with b6 co-enzyme. Im tryimng a kinesiolgist next week. She sounded very receptibe on the phone. we will do some muscle testing and some other stuff. Im looking for the mind body spirit improvements now. my lower limbs are still restfulll sinvce the ozone dorect IV injection of 8cc over 10 minutes, but the parasympathetic responsivemeness is not as pronoinced as direct after that rtreatment. I still suspect that the anxiety symptoms relate to parasites existence and die off. Im using a terminator II daily however I cant wear it all the time because its a little bulky. I wear it for atleast 5 hours a night. I havent noticed a significant difference,. Im worried that it is not working malfunctioning or baterries are low so i swap the batteries. The sensitivity i felt in my teeth from it is not as prominent. I did an Fscan dirp at the ozone therpsists place last week and looks like a lot more bugs had taken residence after die off of others. Dirp on the fscan didnt seem that accurate., In fact its a really ordinary interface. Doesnt give you great data analysis. We did a comparison and it results seemed unclear. The ergot remains however. I think i will continue to keep wheat products and mould probe substances to a minimum. I will continue the terminator II hey it doesnt hurt yto i guess.

Using L-arginine but not sure of the dosage so just putting one teaspoon in my breakfast of the free form stuff.

Otherwise things are looking positive. I read that the direct IV form of oone therpay i had has a lot of refuse generated. Maybe that explains the smashing eacdcahe and fatugue and also the anxiety. Or maybe the parasite die off causes the smaller viruses or parasistes they carry to look for a new host causing furtrher side effects. All very interesting.

Ive started to listen to healing sounds like hemi-sync so seeing how that goes.

Sorry I rushed this a bot today but just had to get an update out there thatr Im doing a lot better.