day one part two!

part two of day one, including some emotional stuff

Date:   11/29/2006 1:09:34 PM   ( 18 y ) ... viewed 2368 times

I'm still hanging in. The first couple of days are hard, until the desire to eat goes away. I remember that. I'm a little hungry, but more likely want to eat for emotional reasons. It's hard. My life is really a mess right now. I'm in a ton of financial stress and it is wearing on me as the holidays approach. Which in turn, makes me want to eat. Which I will do, than gain weight.
I have two problems that alternate - compulsive overeating, and compulsive undereating. There is no in between, really. It is hard for me to be moderate with my eating habits. Thus, my out of control numbers (see my overview).
I had a second juice - a grapefruit tangerine. Will have one more if needed later - an apple carrot for sure. I'm hungry (or am emotionally hungry) stressed, tired, and sad. It is going to be a challenge to pull through today, but I know if I can, then it will be a vicotry that will help me start to feel like I am getting my life back under control.
Also - feel free to say hi, direct me to your blog, or whatever. I like comments ;)

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