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my life is a total blank at the moment.i'm sick of my life.
Date: 7/8/2006 7:45:00 AM ( 18 y ) ... viewed 2579 times my life is a total blank at the moment.i'm sick of my life. my marraige is not doing very good.my husband doesnt talk to me as much as he used to .reason being i'm fat.we have a lot of arguments.i feel lonley.i dont have any friends .i sit all day at home looking after my 2 yr old one.i scarificed my career and life for what ?this?
yesterday night after an argument i cried, thoughts of ending my life came to my mind,but i'm a coward .i can never do that.i dont want my parents or my siblings to be sad after my death.my death would disrupt thair life for a while. i dont want that .my daughter &husband would me briefly but i know my husband will go back to his normal life in 2 days. he is a person with no emotional feelings.aahhhhhhh.
so i decided that i will distract my mind .become a slim person,get my career back to life and then see where my marraige goes.water,raw vegetable is what i'm going to have from today onwards.i want to make my self suffer.you know when ever i have an argument with my husband i want to harm myself, i mean cause pain .wierd .any body knows why i feel like that.
anyway guys. see what happens in my life today .
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