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Okay, it's exactly 1:45 am Sunday, the day my fast will start. I sleep pretty late so that's why I'm still up.

Date:   4/15/2006 7:57:07 PM   ( 18 y ) ... viewed 2104 times

Okay, it's exactly 1:45 am Sunday, the day my fast will start. I sleep pretty late so that's why I'm still up. I can't tell the difference between craving food or being hungry. I know that there are cakes in the kitchen and I just feel like wanting to eat them. I last ate at 5pm on Saturday which was approximately 9 hours ago. I just want to eat. I know I can't and keep having second thoughts whether I should. I keep looking for things to motivate me, to keep disciplined. I guess the things which will motivate me is expressing how I feel on here by releasing my frustration.

Reasons why I need to stay motivated;
I need to feel confident
I need to fit back into my clothes
I'm going away on holiday very soon
I'll be seeing the love of my life and want him to see me as he last remembered me.

OKay, now I feel a litle better and will not go to the kitchen and eat. lol.

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